Ok. I'm redoing my last entry.

I feel....like an idiot. Yes. I huge idiot. Maybe Sissi was right..I am stupid.

I'm walking down the street right now. I guess you could technically say that i've run away. I've made Ulrich mad or SOMETHING, I've ruined my parent's relationship..I've ruined a friendship...or 2. I feel worthless. So, I've left Jeremie' ( Read more... )

I-I-I just can't sleep tonight. Knowing in the morning I may not loving parents to wake up to...it just scares me. If they do get a divorce, I'd have to move...I couldn't deal with that. No..never ( Read more... )

FUck..fuck...FUCK. My parent's are fighting....again. They're acting like FRIKKIN FIVE YEAR OLDS!! Who the HELL knows what they are fighting about. But they are screaming divorce. It's like I'M the parent now. Always breaking up their fights. Last night...last night i tried to stop one argument..well...I got a black eye because of 'stepping in ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in a while..I guess I just forgot to. But oh well ( Read more... )

Yeah. Sorry I haven't updated in a while. But whatever. I've had other things to do ( Read more... )

Oh gosh I'm SOOO happy right now!! You want to know why? IT'S CAUSE I'M NOT SICK ANYMORE!!! W00T W00T ( Read more... )

*sigh* Today has been boring. But one good thing of today...I'M NOT SICK ANYMORE! Well...I still have food poisioning (X_x) But I don't have the stomach flu anymore! Which is good. ^___ ( Read more... )

Well, Ulrich and I are 'talking' again. We just haven't talked SINCE we worked this whole thing out. Life is so damn confusing ( Read more... )

Well, today wasn't SOOO bad. But you know. Everything has to have SOMETHING bad about it ( Read more... )

Gosh. It's been a while since I've talked to Ulrich. Maybe he thinks I'm mad at him. Or maybe he's mad at me? Well, no matter what it is, I'm going to talk to him. Wish me luck guys...I think I might need it. =\. Well, I hope we make up soon. And why hasn't anyone been commenting?! I mean, I KNOW you HAVE to have SOMETHING to say about my entries ( Read more... )