God this week hasnt been so great. The best thing thats happened is i am going to The Aquabats concert. Other than that all my days have been lonely meaningless ones. Ive been keeping a journal and actully been writing some good stuff. Ive been having sleepless nights recently. I played xbox live with Austin yesterday, it was pretty rad. Its ( Read more... )

MY FINGER HURTS! I cut like some of the epidermas off and it hurts like hell. I've had to learn to type with my middle finger insted of the index finger, it sucks. I wonder why i dont write in this thing anymore. Hhhmmmm maybe because its stupid and theres no real reason. Or maybe its because im bored and have nothing better to do. Man I cant go to ( Read more... )

god last night suked cause ians mum wouldnt lets us go outside. she waz like goin nazi on us. ha ha it waz funny tho cause i made evans nose bleed cause i beat the shit outa him in pure anger (evan as in juilets boyfriend). then it waz boring the rest of the day ( Read more... )

wow its been a while since i wrote in this thing. well anyway lindesy bein a lil ho. she hates me cause i said somthing to niki and i dont even remeber what it waz and now nikis thinks im trying to aviod her. now im all pissed off and its gay cause everyone seems to hate me now and its just stupid oh and now nikis gettin all mad cause i said i ( Read more... )

HA HA HA HA CAITLIN AND COLLEEN KISSED!!!!!! HA THATS GREAT!!! Now that i said that theres nothing left to do but be bored cause no ones on aim. Now im hungry. Ha i forgot now Alex thinks he is my muse which is wrong and scary. Plus i gots niki so sorry alex im takin. ok now im really bored. BY ALL!!!

well chads not bein a fuckin dick bout it (nate!) hes said hes just messin around with me and not bein a total jackass like some ppl. well now im not so fuckin angry. now im bout to go play some cs and get my anger out so BLARGISH!

im so fuckin angry now.some ppl that i thought were my friends just start calling me names for no fuckin reason and it really is pissing me off. my fuckin day waz totally awesome intil i got home about 20 min ago and nate (faggety ann) ims me and starts calling me a fuckin kuif and im like shut the fuck up u fag!!! Then hes like ur a kuif u fag and ( Read more... )

ha ha ha i pushed the wrong button and made me post what i waz saying. anyway yesterday waz rad. even tho i had to perform at the writers reading. apperently i did good. The funniest thing waz right in the middle of the poem i forgot my lines and i had this big pause and then i breathed out and everyone started laughing and i waz like o poop what ( Read more... )

Jesus, i cant wait till tomoro. I finnaly get to see niki outa school. Itll be great. God, i just cant wait too see her. My god i love her. hhhmmm i wonder if shell be reading this....that dont matter the fact is i love her. But today waz kinda cool. It waz weird tho cause i wasnt harrased by john like usaul and i talked to Nates clone patrick.