I did something bad today...

[super_six_one]

I smoked two cigarettes.

Bad doggie, super_six, very bad doggie.

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[angels3]

:(

[super_six_one]

After I had my son and joined the Marines, I was probably smoking ten to fifteen a day. DX It got even worse after I was wounded in action :(

I've really cut down, though, only caving in for a couple when it gets bad. But a couple is one too many, ya know?

[angels3]

Yes and I know it's hard too. My granma stopped cold turkey after forty years and she did it but unfortunately it was already too late she found out a year later she had lung cancer.

Stress can cause a lot of relapses so can bordem I guess it's just a matter of will power and stubborness. Because even modern medicine hasn't helped much with kicking the habit.

[super_six_one]

Ah, I'm very sorry to hear about your grandmother. That's too bad. :(

I picked up a lot of bad habits from both my dad and the service. Unfortunately, smoking was one of them, and it's the last one I've yet to shake. Here's to hoping! :P Bad thing is, I tend to substitute a bad habit for another one. For instance, I was sleeping too much so I started pounding back the coffee, the energy drinks; now I hardly sleep and forget to eat because I'm full from the Monster, Red Bull, ect... I'm sure it's partly psychological, but still.

[foofighter0234]

Shit happens, drive on.

You can abstain, hon.

[super_six_one]

Aw, thanks. :)

And I know I can stop, but I'm just anxious like, all the time. Nicotine seems to relieve that anxiety. At least for the moment. It's really bad.

[foofighter0234]

You're welcome :)

I know you're anxious, but you can overcome this.

[super_six_one]

Oh, and I will.

... eventually.

:P Thanks for the support.

[acountrygirl]

we can make a smoking quitters support group. i'm in the process of quitting, though when i do smoke its usually socially.

[super_six_one]

when i do smoke its usually socially.

This was the case for me today. :/ But oh well, what's done is done. I won't smoke tomorrow, or the day after that, or the week after that. :)

So how's it going for ya today? :)

[acountrygirl]

dude i'm bored. like bored. i've got this cabin fever feeling, i'm just really restless today.

and i've accomplished nothing. i was going to read and stuff to get ahead, but it didn't happen.

how you doin?

[super_six_one]

Man, I'm bored as all hell, too. That's how I'm doin'.

I fell in love with a song, though, today. I'm On A Boat by the Lonely Island. Stupid song, I'm sure you've heard it, but it's still cracking my shit up right this minute.