lesbians in pine valley.....

[superbigcluck]

So Im watching All My Children, not on purpose, and the opening scene is one girl proposing to another!  What?  Is that progress?  Is gay life becoming mainstream?  The rest of it seems about the same as when I last watched it 14 years ago.  Everybody is just older.  So am I!  So far my vacation is going alright.  It is really hard to be away from

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[non_factor]

No matter how much I read your posts, I can just feel your frustration seep into me. My relationship wasn't gay, it was straight. And it wasn't cancer, but endometriosis (obviously not life-threatening) and we didn't have children. But, I can understand the "do I love you or hate you?" emotional roller coaster. I don't know what to say... but I wish I could give you a hug. I coulda used one when the shit hit the fan. So, I kinda know how nice hugs can feel during times like this.

thanks..

[superbigcluck]

I could use a hug alot of days, but your kind words help too. I just want to feel like Im not alone, like Im not the only one that hurts, not that I want others to hurt. I just feel really alone and isolated alot of the time. For some reason, I happened across your journal and you just made so much sense to me. I was just amazed that there was somebody out there that knew what I was feeling. Thank you for sharing your feelings, thoughts, etc. You have been an immense help to me, more than you will ever know, sometimes one of the highlights in my day is checking on here to see if you have updated or replied to my comments/journals. I dont want that to sound stalkerific, but Ive been hurt and violated by the person closest to my heart and sould, so having people that understand that pain and betrayl makes me feel less alone. Keep being you.