And it hurts very badly. I had a very rough night last night. I knew I had no one to go to though. The first person I wanted to talk to was Samuel, but I know that I can't do that. I just miss our friendship a lot. But I suppose you get what is coming to you. I realize the fault. I guess I received what I had been looking for...and turned out ( Read more... )

You can talk ( Read more... )

"how bout this, instead of explaining me like you said i did sometime i'll explain you. you this ideal situation in your head where you'd love us to be friends where you want us to talk all the time and share all our secrets or whatever. and i'm cool with that i enjoyed when we were like that and when we talked all the time. but now you must face ( Read more... )

Well I have failed ( Read more... )

So we had our first rehearsal today, I loved it, but it is something I will have to work at!

Reconstruction has begun. In order to properly prepare something one must have faith that it can be fixed. Without faith on both ends then one side will feel extremely akward about approaching the project. Why? Because the effort seems unwelcome ( Read more... )

In the middle it sat, I watched on the side wondering which way the see saw would tilt...to the left? To the right? Teeter totter...So many things.

This just in: Caring about your friends is circumstantial and an on and off kind of deal ( Read more... )

So my counselor says I have every right to scream. I concur.
But I don't think I spelled that right.
I have that gross feeling inside like I used to get with Sam. Thanks Les.

When I was a little less than five years old I was in the car with my parents and there was a homeless family on the side of the road. There was a little boy there and I asked my mom what they were doing and she explained to me that they were poor and didn't have food so they needed money. I got terribly upset and demanded answers. I waasn't ( Read more... )