thinking back to old odd times cause im bored(jeremy u may not wana look at this crap)
i found this old crap on a cd so i was like hey remembering read this if yall wana laugh at old pics of me also this is kinda gona take a sec to load cause of all the pictures so be warned
idk what it was with brittany and the realy short skirts
look im a fucking italian mobster
man i wrote this super corny ass poem cause i was such a loser so here ya guys go laugh ur asses off
I Love my Brittany I think i do
I Love my Brittany and so should you
I Love my Brittany so damn much i torchers me to not feal her touch
Shes beautiful and her smilles grand I would realy hate to make her mad
I dont deserve her no i dont
but Im realy happy to have her close
That angels heart is my greatest hope
I realy wish we could be together then i could say im lucky to have her
laugh at my groveling
im sorry i dont like it when your mad at me thats y i say im sorry so much it makes me sad and nervous so if i say it alot its becasue i dont want to lose what litte of a relationship we have and when i said that, "yes i was when you asked me if i was deaf dumb and blind" right after i said yes i am stupid i didnt mean that i didnt know you were mad.but you blocked me before i could finish my sentence.i didnt mean to make you angry but i wanted to ask foster about hacking and you wouldnt let me have his im if you want you can ask him about what i asked him but it is some what confusing its all about c and stuff and a which is programing language thats the whole reason i was wondering and i was gona talk to him soon anyway i was gona ask evan. i dont want you to be mad at me so if you want next time you see me you can hit me extra hard ok :~} im sorry i wish i could be there so i could get on my knees and beg for ur forgiveness and explain myself and im sorry for briging up bad things i didnt mean to it was just an example i would never want to hurt you in any way im suprised you havent noticed that yet if anythign i wish i could share more with you it just i dont know how and i get nervous about what i say as u can see it dosent always come out right. what i would like to tell you is right now in my life your my main priority i wish i could say more but since you said we wil never date again well i thougth we could get as much out of the relationship as we can i dont realy wana stop seeign you but i know sometime soon i will and it maeks me sad but i figure we can do what we can with the time we have and when you decide to go out wiht someone even if its not me we will still eb friends.btu i would never EVER hurt you intetionaly and if you say soemthign i said hurt you i will say i am sorry i didnt mean it i hope you will call me tommorow i want to say im sorry again i knwo you realy dont like hearign it so often because it seems fake but when i say it i mean it i care about you and dont want you angry and i knwo you dont deserve or need that kind of stress espcialy form me so..............what more can i say then im sorry i hope i put my thougths and fealigns down here the best i can i dont know if you will full undersatand what im sayign to you but iam gona call you tommorw any way.
ah the gayness of my young uneperienced adolecent mind