i realy hate how my life is going, but then again when dont i? does it seem to any one else that i complain alot? and do you think i have a reason to be?

i kidna got stiffed at the movies tonight but no bigie, the mall was cool, i went to melanys and the girls beat me up lol i goty a bunch of bruises any ways lol ttfn i geuss

well, here i am at rehearsal and of coarse being the person i am geting upset over things that i shouldnt be. I hate thinking what i do and thinking people can understand and know who i am to realize what happens to me. I hate my self and i hate most of you. I want this all to just end, i want things to be normal and i dont want these fucking ( Read more... )

stayed at melanys with kate and jessica last night, it was a blast.

well friday was pretty phsyco and it was very fun, i found out a girl from school likes me. Im prolly not gona do any thign about it, idk i just dont realy have any thing for her i mean shes atractvie and all but just not what i want i geuss. i seen alot of people and stuff. Audra abused me lol but shes still cool <3. I went to the movies with ( Read more... )

O you know u want to fill it out DO IT! YOU WONT! if u want to fill it out but dont want any one seeing what u put then email it to me: superherodeathtrip@gmail.com or just leave it as a comment ( Read more... )

Well things are still going along as normal, i didnt go to the mall this week instead i went to jeremys and stayed there all weekend. There is some girl named joshlyn ovitt who wants to meet me, i geuss this girl lindsey i meet at the mall who is friends with tatiana who is friends with audra(this is how i meet lots of ppl) told joshlyn about me ( Read more... )

well nothing new, we are starting run thrus for the show at school. the show is "You Cant Take It With You"by George S. Kaufman im officialy stage manager now, me and whitney both. Alot of the same old same old going on, no mall this weekend since i got no money.

well my mom had my cable internet shut off so now all i got is gay dial up witch means i wont be on during the day any more probably mostly after ten so if ya want to talk just call me (203-238-7108)

im depressed latley, mostly for reasons beyond my control. I have so much on my mind and alot of stuff i just shouldnt be thinkign about and now its all formed a knot in my throat. I feel like im in a very dark room stumbling about trying to find a light switch, ive been in the room for a while but i cant find the light and theres some thing in the ( Read more... )