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[superduckling]

Watched a made for TV movie thing about the Green River killer and Ted Bundy. I used to love watching those murder mysteries, with the really disturbed, psychitic, disgusting people. It made me feel...i don't know...glad to know that something like that could never happen to me. But when you watch it for a certain amount of time, you realize

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[literaryll]

Man Gill you watched some of that crap last night too? I watched half the green river one and half the Ted Bundy one and holy shit they were so depressing and I know exactly what you are talking about. If I would have known you were still up I would have forced you to come downstairs with me.

I had freaking nightmares last night. And not just nightmares, I was afraid. I haven't been afraid in so long but I kept tossing and turning and I woke up thirsty but was too scared to get up and get some water. Ugh, so so terrible.

What really freaked me out was how completely normal they looked - Bundy smiling at the camera and being charming = scariest shit ever. Ridgeway killed 90 - 90!!!!!!! - women and he was from Seattle. Seattle. They were showing streets and stuff that I recognized. And the green river - I've swam in that river. You have too.

*SHUDDERS*

I'm really tempted to go upstairs right now and hug the crap out of you.

Moving on before my simmmer for the entire day is ruined. I will now email you some happy

[superduckling]

dude, i tried to go downstairs with you remember? you said you were tired and were going to bed! you bitch whore.

dude, it was weird. In the movie thing, Cary Elwes was playing Bundy. you know, princess bride guy? I thought he was really good though. Creepy. He made himself talk differently, like with a sleazy kind of lispy thing. And he gained weight. Mom didn't know who I was talking about when I told her who it was. Like she knew who I was talking about (Princess Bride) but she didn't even think that it was him.