Oct 21, 2008 23:36
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U-ugh.. w-when is the block going to be gone?
I don't like this anymore.. [ a whine ]
Hnnn... I can't hear anything.. It's too quiet.
I don't like feeling so useless.
I just want to be normal again...! Is that so much to ask??
C'mon.. work with me here. [ an exasperated sigh ]
Ugh. I think I'll go shower or something. This is dumb.
too quiet,
halp,
crai,
voice post; japanese,
kind of sort of a little,
call me scott summers,
don't want to be useless,
lol ghosts,
pointless crap,
powers plz
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I dunno, kind of just laying around. It's really aggravating that I can't sense anything. I didn't realize how much I depended on that.. I guess this place ruined me in that aspect.
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Yeah.. You don't ever really full completely alone with the ability that you have, do you?
It must be worse for you. In my case, I didn't even get to have a taste of what it was like to have my powers back before they blocked them.
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.. Yeah, not really.. I could at least talk to the ghosts. Practice reiraku... Make sure everyone's safe.. ..that probably sounds creepy.
...Well.. At least you didn't have to deal with your powers fluctuating... I really hope I never have to deal with that again...
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"Normal"... "This is"...
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I couldn't do it.
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B-but, basically, I'm getting tired of the power block. It's making me feel kind of.. more useless than normal.
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I try not to forget, and... there are still a few people who speak Japanese over the network. I'm not able to understand all of it either... But... I want to try.
You mean... Like how you can't sense anyone's reiatsu...? You sounded really scared once you lost your powers before. But... I don't think you're useless because you lost them. Not at all.
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... Y-yeah. It's difficult for me to get used to. Kind of funny, since it was only until after I came into Discedo that I learned how to utilize my powers, haha..
...T-that's cos I was scared, ahahaha... I didn't like it.
...W-well.. I still feel like.. I dunno, helpless.
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I'm just kind of.. I dunno. Upset that I still don't have my powers. It's really getting to me.
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Not to mention I can't use my powers to boost my swings. I seem a little less stronger here, since I can't eat too well.
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... Y-yeah. I know how that is. Ichigo said I've gotten stronger, but having so little to eat, I can't really tell. I think he was just saying it to make me feel better.
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Yeah, I'm really getting sick of this, too.
It's a real pain not being able to do anything anymore.
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I don't like it. It's too quiet.
And I can't sense you anymore. .. It's dumb.. how much that bothers me, haha. I didn't even know how to do it months ago..
I guess I grew dependent on it really fast, huh?
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... I know what you mean. I've got no idea where you are anymore. It's like you're not there at all, and... it's really disturbing.
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... Y-yeah.. I know.. I think that's why I've been staying inside so much lately... I don't want to go too far away from you.
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