im still alive belive it or not

[superflea]

Howdy howdy everyone. I know its a complete surpise a journal update of a journal thats supposed to be dead. It will be all right dont worry if you need me to I can hold your hand so that we can get through this togther. First let me just say things are going good in Colorado not great but good about the same as in Tenn I guess though Im not living

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[stefmac8]

I would honestly be ecstatic if you moved back to Tennessee! But it's really a decision that is entirely up to you. I know I miss you and I'm sure all your other friends do too. And I'm sure you could find a job down here. Where were you working before? Maybe you could go back there? I don't know, just a thought. And as far as wanting to be self sufficient, I know the feeling. I'd really like to move out of my parents house right now, but I need to try to save as much money as I can. I'd like to have a nice chunk of change sitting in the bank with my name on it for once in my life. It seems like every time I get a nice little chunk of change, something comes along immediately to snatch that away from me. (I.E.- I'm getting almost $3,000 back in financial aid return money at the end of the month. You know where that's going instead of my bank account? It's going to the Ford dealership so my dad can get his car back. (He got in a wreck like 3 months ago and he still hasn't been able to afford to get the car back.) So I'm not going to be