this is really just a random thing i made for a fanfic. 8D
well... it's for a special pairing also. if you want to, you can guess whom~
secret.
you don't know it, but someone is secretly liking you.
you wishing nobody does, hoping. 'cause you don't wanna' hurt anybody.
then this person stands infront of you looking at you with big eyes. eyes full of hope.
you hear the word, the word you didn't want to hear. it clings in your ears, you looks down. you can feel wondering eyes looking at you. you can slowly hear how the other person tries to catch breath. you know you've hurt this person. you look up.
but you what you see's a smile. a bright smile. brighter than the sun. the smile says everything's okay.
the smile turns around, walks from there.
but you can still see the smile fade away into tears, into a broken heart. you know what you did. you wanna' say the words to the smile. but the smile isn't there anymore.
all there is a broken smile.
you hit the wall. one. two. three. four times. you wanna' scream, you wanna' embrace the broken heart.
but you can't. you still love the person who left you. the person who never will come back.
this is another thing i made.
very random. it just poped up in my head. lol.
dreams.
there's a word. a small word. that little word. that word you hate.
a word that can change a persons world. a word that can change the world.
but you hate it. too many people has been standing infront of you, saying the word.
but you can't respond. you don't know how to respond.
someones already in your heart. but you don't know who it is.
you love somebody, somebody who has haunted you in your dreams.
you love this person more than you ever loved anyone. you love this persons smile, the bright smile, the eyes, the big deer eyes, you love the whole person.
but you don't know where you can find this person.
you keep looking but can't find anything.
you keep hearing the word. the word you're starting too like.
'cause te person in your dreams said the word to you, the person embraced you and said the word. you where happy. you where smiling.
but where can you find this person. you don't know where too look.
you want to find the person, no matter what.
then you think you see the person. but after you've meet the person a few times you know it's not that person.
not your angel.
but the person you thought was it, wants you. not for love, but for money, you can't say no now.
but you have too.
then finally you see the person, in a different country. you see person laugh, talk.
you want to run forward to the person. but you can't. you slowly walk forward too the person.
that smile, that smile you've seen. the person smiled it too you.
finally, peace.