Year-end post, why I haven't been writing/posting anything, and other weird stuff

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WARNING: This post is going somewhere you wouldn’t expect. Okay, maybe you would, but this is really a jumble of thoughts and feelings and other shit, so if it doesn’t make sense to you, don’t say I didn’t warn you. Anyways.

Comments

[prettyorianna]

Sometimes this stuff is easier to say here than anywhere else.

I think perhaps we are a bit opposite in some ways... what you were saying about strong feelings. I think the thing that took me the longest to accept about my medication was the fact that it made my feelings less extreme... kinda the point of the whole mess but still, it's hard to imagine wanting to feel less. But it's just as valid.

But from reading what you wrote, I think we do see eye to eye on some stuff. (And I did the same thing when I was reading In His Care, I mean, talk about tension!).

Anyways, just wanting to let you know you've been heard by at least one soul in the universe and also to wish you a happy new year back (^_^)

[superhero0008]

well, for me having too much feelings is just... exhausting. and i've never been prescribed medication so maybe that's why i've sort of devised my own way to feel less. ah idk :|

and lol about IHC, it really does that to readers, ne? and Akame in general, for that matter.

thank you so much for dropping by and actually reading through my rambling. rather surprised me and i sure as hell really appreciate it! i hope you had a great new year celebration, and wishing you a good year ahead! :D

[superhero0008]

hello sammi~ xD well, it's not like i haven't gone online, like i said i'm always on twitter, but then again my twitter = nonsense blabber. not that my fics make much sense. LOL.

thank you for reading through this -- and i'll watch out for that PM -- and sure, now i'll be keeping an eye out for that angst fic of yours. it sounds melodramatic but i guess the whole point of this is, i'm not anymore afraid to feel! xD oh and, *hugs back* :D

[kawaii_hime007]

Ahh, you are not the only one going through the withdrawal period. In fact when the news of Jin was out, I could not bare to hear his voice, hence I have been avoiding all his songs on my iTune list (disabled them all >.<)

It gets better after a while though...and the fics helps (esp AU verses). But yea, it's good to know that you are back. Welcome back and Happy New Year!

[superhero0008]

after reading your comment i realized with every big news about Akanishi that comes out i just draw farther and farther away from being a fan of his. well, that's not the issue/point of this entry as it's about shipping AK, but keeping on being a fan is a factor to it, yeah?

i guess the fics would help, and i was quite wrong to avoid them. *sigh*

thank you very much for reading through my rambling and leaving a comment as well! i really appreciate it :) see you around here when i get to post something new, maybe? and have a great year ahead! :D

[tsuki_nanjo]

I understand you perfectly

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first off, thank you Beatriz for reading through my rambling i don't understand how you enjoyed all this confusion xDDD and leaving a comment. i really appreciate it, because like i said, i probably only sound ridiculous to a lot of people, so i'm grateful that you took the time to let me know that you understand these feelings T^T

well, when i say Akame is dead, it's, well, my attempt at being rational and "sane" as others would say. but i guess the very reason why there's this avoidance from angst is because the undying hope is still there, and so with hope, there's pain. so melodramatic WTF in any case, i feel you too about finding another OTP, and i have tried to ship others, i do ship others, but it's just. not. the same. sometimes it feels like Akame is a curse, yeah? xD

again, thank you so much for sharing your thoughts about this! let's have a great year ahead! :D

[tsuki_nanjo]

You are so nice that I will read all of your confusion because maybe it's solves mine. XD

[superhero0008]

me? nice? what did i ever do to deserve you? ;~; srsly tho i'm not nice, i spam your timeline on twitter to begin with LMAO but yeah let's, uhh, suffer these Akame feels together ;~; *hugs*

[krystal_32206]

Wow..Pretty much sums up how I feel, honestly.
But as I've said before, I don't care about other people calling us delusional fangirls. AkaKame is here to stay!!! \(^o^)/

Have a great new year!!! May next year be full of Akame love. ♪(*^^)o∀*∀o(^^*)♪

[superhero0008]

well, it's not so much about what other people think, but rather what i feel, and as i've mentioned, it came to the point that i asked myself if i've actually stopped shipping Akame T^T but no, i haven't stopped, and even if only in fics and in our hearts, indeed, AkaKame is here to stay :)

thank you so much for reading through this confusing and pretty much random post, and for sharing your thoughts as well! i hope you have a great year ahead, too! :)