Liscense to look stupid; location: Flordia

Jul 22, 2004 22:39

I know you never wanted to see a picture of me this close, so I’m sorry in advance.


Our hotel view.


The light turned yellow on me, so I stopped. Denna didn’t. The Mexicans on the roof across the street starting yelling nonsense words and of course my mother got a picture, while Denna’s toe commenced with bleeding after her flip flop was violently torn apart.


Me cruisin’


p.s. I went jet skiing. :)!
My new super pimp glasses. PRESCRIPTION BABY.


On another note, I will be a senior this year. I'm taking ap lit. and ap psych and then of course easy honors classes. I finally did what I said I would do. I'm proud of myself- if anyone cares.
However, I still don't really have a clue as to what I want to do with my life. I, along with more than half the teenage population, feel the obligation to know which direction I choose to follow in my life but still lack the capacity to fully grasp the concept of growing up. I'm terribly afraid of being a senior because this is my last shot of proving I might be worthy of going to a good college. You see, I've always been one of those kids that was smart enough but just didn't have much determination. It's hard to have determination when I couldn't find the point in the menial tasks I was chosen to perform in school. And to be completely honest, I was too afraid to try something harder because being lazy and still getting mediocre grades wasn't too awful. I could let my grades slip and pull them back for excitement. I think more teenagers play this game than we realize.
Sometimes you just feel like you belong. I've never really felt like that. It doesn't bother me but I wish I knew what I was supposed to do. What talent do I have? I have no talent. I'd possibly like to be an artist, a coffee shop owner, a lawyer, a photographer, a psychologist, a record label manager, a singer, and a writer. But am I talented enough to do any of these things? Probably not.
Determination. I need to learn to use it.
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