I think depression is just another word for dissapointment. Heres to another year of the same exact bullshit minus a few friendly faces.

pretty hopeless right now. I am all alone in my house, my mom is out seeing Harry Potter with Betsy, which is cool because she never gets out....

My  two and only friends are miles away so I am reduced to reading magazines and watching HBO's Flight of the Conchords which is actually pretty fucking hilarious.

I have an audition on August 8th for Wando ( Read more... )

Everyday I wake up early to work an 8 hour day. After that, I nap and then call Katharine.

Yesterday  we drove to the U-district to see a movie that ended up being canceled because they were showing an invitation only screening of Charlie Bartlett, some lady was generous enough to give us her extra pass. It was really good in that dark comedy ( Read more... )

so a date has been set (August 14th) and this was supposed to make me feel better, enlighten me somehow. but at this moment everythings fucked up and the person who's supposed to be my rock is even more confused than I am ( Read more... )

I hate that "running out of time" feeling.

its been my summer.

I need to fix alot of stuff right now and its exhausting.

Its about time I take this thing a bit more serious ( Read more... )

These kinds of decisions and responsibilities are supposed to gradually occur throughout ones adolesence ( Read more... )

I am disgusting.

and impulsive.

and indulgent.

and ashamed.

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