Something else to add on to the last one..
ohhh mae gosh: but i mean
ohhh mae gosh: that was NOT attitude?
ohhh mae gosh: and to tell -ME- that
ohhh mae gosh: the reason my parents get mad at me
ohhh mae gosh: b/c i give them lip
ohhh mae gosh: hurts a fucking lot!!!
ohhh mae gosh: I FUCKING HATE THAT STUPID SON OF A BITCH
ohhh mae gosh: I FUCKING HATE HIM SO MUCH!
ohhh mae gosh: TO TELL -ME- THAT
ohhh mae gosh: that is a FUCKING INSULT
ohhh mae gosh: insult -me- when he has NO FUCKING RIGHT TO!?
Eskender05: calm down mae
ohhh mae gosh: what the hel
Eskender05: calm down
ohhh mae gosh: hell is that!?
ohhh mae gosh: i mean
ohhh mae gosh: wouldn't you get pissed off
ohhh mae gosh: if someone tells you
Eskender05: hell yeah
ohhh mae gosh: "Your parents get mad at you b/c you give them lip"
ohhh mae gosh: im like what the hell!?!?!?!
ohhh mae gosh: OMG!!
ohhh mae gosh: i should fuckign break his shit right now
Eskender05: i would wanna jump on him, but it's always good to ignor ignorant ppl
ohhh mae gosh: i wish i really was that spoiled, manipulating bitch that he perceives me
Eskender05: he's an ignorants,
ohhh mae gosh: i would break his shit in 3 seconds.
Eskender05: don't worry about it MAE
Eskender05: it's ok, just ignor him
Eskender05: don't ever cry for whatever he says to u
Eskender05: u ok now?
ohhh mae gosh: not really
ohhh mae gosh: its just really mean
ohhh mae gosh: and he thinks its my fault
ohhh mae gosh: why does it always comes to me?
ohhh mae gosh: i know it was my fault for calling him this late
ohhh mae gosh: and
ohhh mae gosh: i shouldnt have
ohhh mae gosh: and
ohhh mae gosh: maybe i should have said "It's okay..I'll call you tomorrow"
ohhh mae gosh: and
ohhh mae gosh: he's like
ohhh mae gosh: "We're not even going out. Blah blah blah. My world does not revolve around you."
and im like
ohhh mae gosh: "I know that. I was just telling you."
ohhh mae gosh: b/c it's mean to tell someone you'll do something
ohhh mae gosh: expect them to WAIT FOR IT
ohhh mae gosh: and then you never do it.
Eskender05: I know what u mean MAe
Eskender05: just promis me that u will never cry over him, please
Eskender05: damm this girl is buging me about getting to know my mom
ohhh mae gosh: why your mom?
ohhh mae gosh: man eskender
ohhh mae gosh: that is so wrong what he said
Eskender05: i know he's wrong, but if u keep thinking about it, u will never forget about it and it will hurt more
Eskender05: so just forget about it
Eskender05: oh MAE, I WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING I CAN DO TO MAKE U FEEL BETTER AND FORGET ABOUT HIM, I OULD DO IT
ohhh mae gosh: i just don't understand Eskender
ohhh mae gosh: i know im not perfect
ohhh mae gosh: and i know i have my bitch fits now and then
ohhh mae gosh: but THAT WAS -NOT- one of them
ohhh mae gosh: shit
ohhh mae gosh: i HELD MY TONGUE
ohhh mae gosh: he doesn't understand
ohhh mae gosh: and he ALWAYS JUMPS TO CONCLUSIONS
ohhh mae gosh: what the hell does
ohhh mae gosh: "Whatever you do to me, I act right back to you"
ohhh mae gosh: what the fuck is that!?
ohhh mae gosh: you know what!!!
ohhh mae gosh: I NEVER DID THAT
ohhh mae gosh: i called him up
ohhh mae gosh: asked him how he was
ohhh mae gosh: even when i KNOW he laughed at me
ohhh mae gosh: even when i KNOW he thinks im a manipulator
ohhh mae gosh: even when i KNOW he's done some stupidass shit that i ALWAYS forgave him for.
ohhh mae gosh: thsi whole relationship messed up because of HIM!
ohhh mae gosh: -HE- started it all
ohhh mae gosh: i wouldn't have been clustered if he did not treat me the way he did
ohhh mae gosh: i wouldn't have felt betrayed when he didn't break up with me consecutively
ohhh mae gosh: and let another girl get away with kissing him
ohhh mae gosh: WHILE we were going out
ohhh mae gosh: AND he never told me until months later
ohhh mae gosh: I FORGAVE HIM FOR THAT
ohhh mae gosh: -THE NEXT FUCKING DAY-
ohhh mae gosh: i let him go with me and my family b/c I FORGAVE HIM
ohhh mae gosh: and now, he thinks he's BETTER than -ME-?
when i didn't do SHIT to him!?
ohhh mae gosh: he gets mad at ME b/c when he broke my heart
ohhh mae gosh: i had no one to cry to but my guy bestfriend
ohhh mae gosh: WHO WAS THERE FOR ME
ohhh mae gosh: even when he had a gf!
ohhh mae gosh: RATHER than my OTHER GIRL BESTFRIEND who wouldn't tlak to me b/c she had friends over!?
ohhh mae gosh: he compares -ME- to someone else when IM NOT EVEN CLOSE TO THAT PERSON!?
ohhh mae gosh: why!? WHY!?
Eskender05: oh mae, now I feel bad
ohhh mae gosh: -HE- broke up with ME the FIRST WEEK WE WENT OUT!
ohhh mae gosh: want to know why?
ohhh mae gosh: b/c he never felt that way before
ohhh mae gosh: you think that i wasn't hurt by that!?
ohhh mae gosh: I LIKED HIM
ohhh mae gosh: I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING TO HIM
ohhh mae gosh: I LET HIM GO TO A PROM WITH ANOTHER GIRL B/C I KNEW HIS SISTER WANTED HIM TO AND I DIDNT WANT TO INTERFERE
ohhh mae gosh: HE thought iw as mad when i had FUCKING UTI
ohhh mae gosh: and i was in the hospital for fucking hours
ohhh mae gosh: and my parents got pissed at ME
ohhh mae gosh: and HE THOUGHT i was mad
ohhh mae gosh: when i text him trying to not let him know what happened to ME
ohhh mae gosh: b/c i dindt want to ruin his fun!
ohhh mae gosh: YOU THINK THAT DIDN'T HURT!?
ohhh mae gosh: -HE- did NOT stand up for me when Amy Tecson and her friends made SHITTY COMMENTS ABOU TME
Eskender05: I know it did
ohhh mae gosh: and i dont even fucking know that!
ohhh mae gosh: you think i never forgot that!?
Eskender05: wow, u did a lot for him
ohhh mae gosh: i gave HIM MY FUCKING HEART
ohhh mae gosh: and i know i may have been bitchy at the end
ohhh mae gosh: but
ohhh mae gosh: SHIT
ohhh mae gosh: I GAVE HIM WHAT HE WANTED
ohhh mae gosh: if he todl me to die
Eskender05: Mae, i know u have been good to him, infact too good
ohhh mae gosh: i would DIE for him
ohhh mae gosh: I HELD IT ALL IN
ohhh mae gosh: all that fucking pain!?
ohhh mae gosh: I HAD TO WORK HARD AT SCHOOL SO MY PARENTS WOULD BLAME HIM IF I SLACKED OFF!
ohhh mae gosh: i LOST my friends
ohhh mae gosh: and now i have to REGAIN THEM BACK
ohhh mae gosh: i thought about him FIRST before me!
ohhh mae gosh: and -HE- tells me that i'm spoiled!?
ohhh mae gosh: every time i go anywhere and buy things
ohhh mae gosh: i make sure i find something to get him too!
ohhh mae gosh: EVEN IF IT WASN'T -MY- MONEY!
ohhh mae gosh: and i'm fucking sorry if i don't have a job!
ohhh mae gosh: and i'm fucking SORRY that you -have- to get one
ohhh mae gosh: ...*SIGHS*
ohhh mae gosh: there's just too much you dont know Eskender.
Eskender05: Yaeh, but I now know that U have done everything u can to make him happy and if he doesn't see that, then there must be somthing wrong with him
Eskender05: i mean, i've never seen a gf who would doall these things for her bf
Eskender05: u did ur best for the relationship, and he ruined it, so don't worry about it
Eskender05: i know it hurts, but
Eskender05: I don't know mae, u just have to hang in there
ohhh mae gosh: i know
ohhh mae gosh: at lunch
ohhh mae gosh: i know he would want to eat pizza and had to use that free lunch deal
ohhh mae gosh: and even though i dindt want to eat what was in line
ohhh mae gosh: i made him a deal
ohhh mae gosh: i told him that if he bought me the lunch for free
ohhh mae gosh: i would buy him the pizza
ohhh mae gosh: and i did that
ohhh mae gosh: so he could enjoy his lunch
ohhh mae gosh: i didnt eat that much
ohhh mae gosh: but i did it for him
ohhh mae gosh: i made sure that he ate more than me
ohhh mae gosh: i had to ask my parents for that cellphone
ohhh mae gosh: when i knew my dad got mad
ohhh mae gosh: but my mom trusted him too
ohhh mae gosh: my MOM!
ohhh mae gosh: and he took advantage of -that-
ohhh mae gosh: we payed his cellphone
ohhh mae gosh: i could have had that cellphone
ohhh mae gosh: and i liked it a LOT too
ohhh mae gosh: but i had to pretend i love dmy old one better
ohhh mae gosh: b/c i wanted -him- to keep it
ohhh mae gosh: b/c he admired it
ohhh mae gosh: i kept to myself in band
ohhh mae gosh: b/c i know he didnt want me to mingle with the guys
ohhh mae gosh: i felt alone sometimes.
ohhh mae gosh: but to me, he took up most of the loneliness
Eskender05: u sacrified alot for this boy and he plays u like that? Mae, forget him, he must not be in his right mind to play someone like you
ohhh mae gosh: i know he sacrificed for me too
ohhh mae gosh: but
ohhh mae gosh: sometimes..
ohhh mae gosh: whenever he came over, i always bought him lunch
Eskender05: you there are many guys that will kill to have a gf like you mae
ohhh mae gosh: yeah..
ohhh mae gosh: i just need to get over him
ohhh mae gosh: b/c.
ohhh mae gosh: he really isn't worth my life..
Eskender05: he's not worth all this trouble
Eskender05: i know it's hard, but get over him
ohhh mae gosh: it hurts a lot Eskender.