a few monthes ago i said to simone "there better be a lot of sex happening between me and george porteus this summer ( Read more... )

::sigh::

today's one of those days when i feel like all my efforts put forth into this new dfgbgfsgd are utterly pointless...but, a "break" is one step closer to being available for me.

i'm tired of hearing myself bitch about being lonely, and i'm sure everyone else is too (or @ least to a certain degree..) i just wrote a 5 page paper for my loveinthewesternworld class about how romantic relationships aren't actually neccessary to live a happy and complete life... this doesn't mean i've become so bitter & given up hope... no no, i ( Read more... )

my mom called me @ 244am today... i think she was a little drunk... she was telling me about this hot, young black guy (who has dreds & is an artist&musician) that i would love, but wants her... he kept telling her how hot she is & blah blah blah... then she decided to give him a ride home & as soon as they get in the car he unzips his pants & ( Read more... )

if yer not my friend & you read my journal due to stalker tendences, then fuck off. please. ive never done anything to you personally & you need to deal w/ reality. PLEASE dont fucking respond w/ ANY comments to this post if you know i'm directly talking to you, and you know who you are.

why didn't i go to my two favorite classes this week? i missed buddhist chants in arts of asia.. and i missed talking about the rapture in modern folklore..........and whhyyyyy did i not go to class? because i didn't feel like waking up & getting out of my comfortable sheets. i know this is terrible...but.....no, that's it. i'm so upset..... ugh ( Read more... )

the only thing i actually care about is: where is karsten?? WHERE IS HEEE!! i neeeeed him now... now... like right now ( Read more... )

within the past two weeks i've found myself crying @ random times about how much i miss my parents. i'm seriously considering moving to miami when i finish MICA... but i think NYC or england make more sense... all i know is that i hate living in baltimore & i know it's one of the main reasons i'm so depressed ALL the fucking time. this city has a ( Read more... )

let's all make a toast ( Read more... )

i'm @ work right now... today i had to file like 7 pieces of paper & draw 3 signs that say "aug. 04 thru july 05"... now i'm sitting here eating a bagel... i must eat as many as i can before passover...

can someone please tell me why the hell my neck is always so stiff?