Comments | supermonkeybean: poems meshed into glimpses of a want no more

supermonkeybean

poems meshed into glimpses of a want no more

Jul 28, 2005 00:43

i killed a thought today, and revived on the shag of a royal blue cushion soaked in indescretion. what i want is clear for anyone to see but the thoughts behind my potential actions keep changing so that i cant even read myself. i dont want to know my dreams because they're the same as they were before and its too painful to bring up sweet dream ( Read more... )

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im_a_gimme July 28 2005, 11:16:17 UTC

dont doubt yourself. dont let people walk all over you caring only about themselves- keep me in check okay? open up again... dont fear my tears.

how?!?! supermonkeybean July 28 2005, 20:25:53 UTC

dude, HOW could i not fear your tears??? i love you allie and hurting you hurts me more than you could EVER know...i cant even describe the letdown of letting you down. i'd rather be unhappy than make you cry, as sad as that sounds...i'm kind of used to doing things this way, youknow? it still does hurt, but i dont know, it kind of sucks to have to take away other people's happiness...
i'm sorry alls, but you understand and thats what counts right?

im_a_gimme July 28 2005, 21:48:20 UTC

i mean... whatever you need to do to make you comfortable, but i'm always going to love you and i dont want you to be unhappy either... of course i dont. i love you... never forget it because youre just the best person ever- i dont even know how you can always be thinking of other people. so unselfish... its amazing. youre amazing.

im_a_gimme July 29 2005, 09:59:15 UTC

and i do understand. of course. i read you loud and clear... as always.

aphasaitiks October 28 2006, 01:38:48 UTC

i miss out on all the fun.