Farewell, Grandmother...

[supermuffy]

It’s awful to see someone you love suffers.

It’s even more awful to know you cannot do anything.

And it’s just plain awful when you do realize that it’s too late.

Can I say I’m sad? Can I pretend that a part of me is now gone forever? I think not. Well, not now. Now I just feel empty. I don’t demonstrate very much my emotions to anyone and my

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[laurose8]

I'm so sorry! Please accept my condolences, for her death, and for what she suffered before it.

I'm sure she doesn't blame you. You couldn't know just when she would die.

She knew you loved her, hugs or not.

[supermuffy]

I accept them. Thank you, really :)

[viklee]

Mes sincères condoléances.

I don't think you should blame yourself for not showing you love enough or not being there when she was dying. Maybe she wouldn't have want you to even see her in such a state.

Sometimes people don't cry, when I'm shocked I don't cry even if I'm sad ; but you should let the pain go one day soon, crying can help. Expressing oneself is a way too, it's good you could put words on your emotions.

[supermuffy]

Merci à toi.

You're probably right. Thank you =)

[lokuro]

My deepest condolences. I'm really-really sorry to hear that.

It never seems to be enough love, hugs or sweet words. It's never enough in the end. But since she knew you loved her, I'm sure, it had given her the strength to be so brave through the bitter times before the end.

Take your time and don't force the tears, it always takes a while.

[supermuffy]

Thank you. Yes, she always smiled when we came to see her.

[cicerothewriter]

I'm very sorry, hon. *hugs*

You shouldn't blame yourself for not being present. How could you or anyone have known that the end was near? I honestly don't think that she would blame you either.

[supermuffy]

Aww, thank you.

I know...

I'm trying to be as happy as I can because I'm sure that's what she would want :/

[singeaddams]

I'm very sorry.

[supermuffy]

Yes, thank you :/