Reality
At this point of time, I can't feel anything.
I can't be sad, it's something we can't control. & definitely something you can't control. I know when the time comes, tears will come too. But I think most importantly I know we tried. You tried. Reality is so evil. Yet we are so in need of it. It's normal to want to be normal. Who wants to stand out for the wrong reasons. Is it worth the jump? No. But I guess everything happens for a reason. Everyone was placed into your life for a reason. And for those who are not in it anymore, they left or you lost them for a reason. Hopefully you learn from it, & grow. Don't waste those moments, go after it, live in it, soak in it, cause once it's gone, you can never really relive it again.
Everyone is put in your life for a reason. Don't expect them to stay without doing anything. At least we loved, before we lose. Don't lose that spark