i shall spend my life waiting for the thunder so i can hear him drum the sky

[supernatural67]

Today a very good friend of mine told me to write down how i was feeling, so here it is... this is what has been going on in my head the second i heard the news that Cory Monteith had died.

Comments

[mypetconcubine]

I heart you! This is everything that we all have been thinking put into words.

I know how you feel. *hugs*

You titled is beautiful. It's true I thought the same thing.

[supernatural67]

Thank you!
my heart hurts so damn f'ing much, I never thought loosing someone that wasn't in my life physically could hurt like this. I haven't cried today which is an improvement and yesterday I managed to look at some photos and videos which left me in a wreck but it was needed. I still have no idea how I will cope when Glee starts again, I don't even know if I could ever watch it again. I guess it all depends on how they treat the absence of Cory.
I also got notifications of the new hockey season schedule, that first Canucks game is going to be tough, but ive told myself that i will just have to cheer harder for our gorgeous boy.

*Hugs to you*

[mypetconcubine]

I know what you mean about the new season. I am going to be watching because I hope they treat his passing with grace & dignity. I don't even want to think how his family, cast mates & of course most of all Lea is doing. If we are having a difficult time imagine how she must be feeling. The love of her life is gone. It's so tragic

[supernatural67]

Ive stopped myself from even trying to comprehend how his Mother, Shaun and Lea are feeling, not to mention his friends ... I mean if we can feel like this just by knowing him via the TV and his interviews its too painful to even imagine

[pianogurl330]

:( My thoughts go out to his family, Lea, and the Glee Cast.