"Get down on your knees and start to pray..."

Oct 20, 2005 16:27


It's been a while, right? Probably. I feel like a little kid these days. I'm in the school play, Tegan shared half of his sandwich with me the other day, and my english teacher said not to be tardy anymore. I think I cut back on my cursing too.
The play thing is gonna be Cabaret, the studio 54 version. Not that any of that means anything to me other then music and skimpy clothes. I'm going to be singing, and possibly dancing, cause the director asked me if I ever danced, I told him I was in a moshpit once and the musical director laughed his ass off. They said something like I'll learn.
Tegan... Bah, I'm not gonna get all mushy publicly. Or ever, I mean. I'm a hardcore badass.
School is going pretty good though, I had As on all my midterms. I've been waking up late the past week though, but the flood road blocks are a great excuse.
And I'm taking violin lessons on saturdays. The instructor is only 16, but anyone that young that gets a job teaching older people has to be good at it. Hopefully shes not like me when I was 16 and comes in late and hung over.
You know, people say I'm spoiled because of how I spend my time now. I admit that I'm lucky, but I did nearly die for the money I have. And I've worked since I was 16, not the same job, but I always had a job. Most people that say that I'm spoiled didn't even bother looking till they were 18, and now all they do is work and play computer games. I believe I always worked very hard, and went to school, and now I'm working very hard only at school, and because I cracked my skull off the curb I don't have to work at a gas station or liquor store while I do what I need to.
If I was a spoiled brat, I would of thrown all of that money away on expensive alcohol and cars and renting a beach house. So fuck off.
Shit, ranting is fun.
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