I don' t know why I am such a nice person, I mean all you have done is one up me and rub shit in my face and yet I feel bad being a bitch to you. The thing is that there's no other way, we just can't be friends right now, things are too damn complicated. You probably won't even read this but if you do, I'm sorry it has to be this way, I really am ( Read more... )

Hmmm...I just feel so emotionallly blah right now. Things kinda suck and I'm just sick of a lot of shit that's going on. I wish things could just be good, I mean I don't want to sound like a pain in the ass having a pity party for herself but it just sucks. I mean yes I live in a beautiful house with amazing parents, I'm healthy (except for my ( Read more... )

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K, so here's a poem that I wrote for a contest for independent writing, just thought I'd share ( Read more... )

I know that a bunch of people have already put this in their journals but please everyone PRAY FOR ISRAEL! These bombings make me sooo sad and worry me because of all my friends and family that live there. And also Aliza's going to be there in 2 weeks and I'm nervous now. Blah, I wish there was peace.

I meant to write this sooner but...I forgot lol. Vacation has been good so far. Aliza and Sarah were here and it was so much fun!! I feel like...refreshed after seeing them, I love you both so much! Aliza and I had fun, we ate at Friendly's for memory sake and she got to meet my crazy best friends (love you girls!) then we saw 50 First Dates. ( Read more... )

Well, Saturday is Valentine's Day and as usual I don't have a valentine. I hate to have pity parties but I just need to say that it really sucks that I've never had anyone buy me roses or a cute little stuffed animal...I've never had a valentine. Fortunately I won't be depressed and alone this V-day because Aliza is coming!! I'm so excited ( Read more... )

There are several things that I don't understand right now: 1) Why do good people have to die? This one has been on my mind a lot the past few days; I was just in Hingham for a funeral. Dr. Carr-someone who has been a part of my life since birth, who always took care of me no matter how large or small the ailment, who was the reason that I was ( Read more... )

Just wanted to say that since my last entry things are much much better, can't explain why but in case someone out there was worried, don't be!!

As usual it's been a while since I have updated. I decided I should really try and write in this more often because I'm holding a lot inside right now and pretty soon I'm going to burst. So here's my latest vent: I'm a nice person, I try very hard to be one and usually succeed. I hate to see people hurting, physically or emotionally, if they are ( Read more... )