Whatever, I'm tired of this whole Live Journal shit. I'm going back to pen and paper the way it used to be. I get myself into too much trouble on this danm thing and I'm tired of it. Anyone who gives a fuck about my life can freaking email me or call me or whatever but I'm through with this crap. So goodbye everyone. Goodbye to people who I didnt ( Read more... )

ok so I didnt know that the entry before that was a big deal or that it was a "secret" or whatever. Sorry about that. I'm not one to tell secrets about anyone or say things that I know aren't supposed to be said out loud cuz I'm not melicious like that. Brand and I have to talk about things now cuz I had no idea it was that big of a deal. Really. ( Read more... )

lol. I've had a strong urge to just tell someone off sometime...I just want the chance to say "Fuck you!" lol. As crazy as that sounds I just want that to happen so bad. Someone will cross my path one of these days that I wont even think about it twice and I'll just say it and finally feel relieved. For me it's a big deal cuz I'm not a curser and ( Read more... )

: ) I think I'm in la la land right now. I'm still thinking about this absolutely gorgeous guy that came into Subway today. He works at Target (Target guys are the cutest of most the stores around here) and he goes to my school apparently. Bluest eyes and dark hair. Tall but not too tall...not a 6 footer. lol. Dreamy. I was working cash register so ( Read more... )

ok so i know I said I wouldnt but I have to. i've had so many itching deep thoughts this past week and to not say them out loud like I want to regardless of what anyone thinks will only leave me at peace. You all have no idea how I've been. I listened to GS the entire time I was there...songs like....Baby's Gotten Good At Goodbye, Today My World ( Read more... )

Hey guys I'm baa-ack! hehe. Missed me much?! Of course ya have. : ) I've missed you too so it's all good. Anyways, I just got back but while I was there I definately worte down the day's events in my notebook journal thingy. So sit back and take a quick peak into what this last week held for me ( Read more... )

Yea I know...I'm in NY but I'm at the library so I'm using the comp. It's loads of fun up here. I love the city and all it's citiness. lol. I'll update in much more detail later but for now I can say I'm having the bestest time. Gotta run...gonna do some fun fun fun things today...one being seeing my dearest bestest friend Fernando. I love that kid ( Read more... )

haha yea i know i said I wouldnt update...i lied. Tonight was just too amazing not to share. Ok so it was Nikki's surprise party today. She was so surprised she threw her purse. Of course we did attack her with silly string and all so yea. Then after a while Brand and Sonia left together..K. Brown and I look at each other and run to the window to ( Read more... )

Ok well I'm going out soon and since I dunno when I'm getting back I'll let this b the last entry of the night. Today was a good day. The Marshall girls aren't so bad. A really adoreable guy came in today which was cool cuz whatever it was we kept catching each other's eyes. So tomorrow I get an extra hour so I'm happy about that. I leave after I ( Read more... )

unfortunately to mom it matters. Crap. The almost perfect guy for me just had to be 7 yrs older. : ( His name is Travis, the son of one of my mom's really good friends at work. He's like perfect cuz he's super religious (mom knows that for a fact), he comes from a good loving family, majoring in music (trombone player), and most of all he's got a ( Read more... )