I Practice Bad Dating Habits

I should probably just swear of dating all together.

I know now that I let men fall for me in order to feel as if I'm in control, as well as to feel important and wanted ... and then I crush them ... reel them back in and crush them again, and it's almost intentional. (Sam Butcher once told me he thought if I were a ( Read more... )

What a fascinating little time capsule live journal is! It's been over two years since I've posted on this damn thing. For whatever reason I just got some strange desire to re-hash the past. For the record, it was a horrible idea. Fortunately, I'm far less fucked up at this point in my life. I was such an angsty girl with a terrible punk rock hair ( Read more... )

I haven't made a post in ages. I converted to myspace. I decided I'd post since I'm in a crappy mood ( Read more... )

Unbelievable ( Read more... )

So I had a small gathering on the coldest night so far, but we needed fire wood. So J-frat, knowing all the strangest ins and outs of lake mary, took us to some place behind recoton and all those big industrial warehouse looking places on lake emma where we went dumpster diving for fire wood ... it doesn't sound half as fun as it was, the rest of ( Read more... )

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I realized this weekend when people I cared about saw it fitting to fuck me over, that people in general, suck. I realized Monday, that the remaining people I love, who in turn love me, are amazing. Sean called me at around noon knowing that I'd not be faring well, and convinced me to go with him to the beach. I had already decided to skip my class ( Read more... )

I feel this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders, now if only someone wanted to go to dodger tonight ... IM me I really want to go, but not if it's just going to be myself and one other person. I have so much to write about, but only after I get the pictures from mackie

I'm having a halloween party. I know you aren't going to miss blood brothers or mates of state, and frankly neither will I. So, it's going to be the day before. (Saturday the 30th) The past costume parties I've had, I've let people get by without being dressed up, but I'm going to be a nazi about it. Sorry, but anyone who isn't dressed up will not ( Read more... )

Daryll moved out, congrats to him, sorry we couldn't make it over there. Everyone is growing up, and moving on. It's weird. I wish I could escape the monotony sooner, but I just can't. We'll soon all be gone. It's so so strange.


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