To hell with almost getting arrested, and not understanding why you didn't ...

To hell with being alone right now.

Talking on the phone with my mom last night made me grateful for everything I have. She always puts things in perspective for me. I don't really know what I'd do without her.

I feel like I different person today.

WE WON!!

I can't believe we won! Well, we tied for first place, but we still kicked ass. I don't think we've ever played better. What an amazing night. The band's after party got a bit out of hand, but it didn't really matter. We all felt untouchable.

My lovely friend Miss Jamie just returned from Amsterdam, and spoke of her travels. It's got me itching to go. I'd love to go to a hash bar. How rad would that be?? I want to be able to smoke pot legally, but I wouldn't go by myself. Would anyone be interested in going with me someday??

You were mine, and now you're not. You belong to her, and I belong to the disappointment that the thought brings me. I haven't been with anyone in so long. I'll just wait for you even though I know it's against my best interest. You love her, and it's so obvious to me now. I miss you so terribly. Do you even care how many months it has been? You ( Read more... )

Basically, things are good. I'd prefer not to bitch and moan at this point, because I find I simply don't have the energy. Nuff said. I cut my classes down to Tues. and Thurs. I'm pretty jazzed about that whole situation. It's working out nicely. Don't have much to say really. Pity. I have nothing better to do now than be online. I can't sleep. I ( Read more... )

If you want to dick me over, use me, or treat me badly ... get the fuck out of my life. Right now ( Read more... )

So I practically have all the time in the world, and yet still not enough time to even begin to get everything done.

oh well.

work = press gun to temple

somebo(d)y please save me

To my little lady - I tried to help, and I just made it worse. I appologize. I know you don't need that right now.

You know who you are <3 ( Read more... )