My song is love ( Read more... )

So, Ive established my homestead here in Monterey Cali. Which happens to be one of the most beautiful places I have ever been btw. Im waiting to start class on august 24th

I will be coming home around dec 22nd

I will also post my address here soon.

Its off to cali at 2 am tonight.

My family just left and I cried when I wasn't supposed too. Fuck those rules. Its fine though, I didn't get caught.

Its too damn hot for a penguin to just be walkin around.

I took my mom to sea world and she liked it...

I graduate basic in 2 days. Holy shit I never thought it would end.

Say hello to California... and soon Korea!! I love korea already.

Basic sucks, I am doing well. I luck out with everything that I do. I get junk food on a decent basis compared to anyone else. I get time to write letters. I talk to my family who is coming to visit me when I get out the 21st. I hate basic. lol ( Read more... )

I think that my apathy is building... But I know that come monday. I will cry my eyes out. My brother and sisters... my family (and dogs)... my few friends.

Right now though.. I am feeling exceptionally numb and semi stressed.

tuesday.

My sister and father went to florida for awhile to see my g-pa who I guess isn't doing well. I on the other hand am selfish and cared very little because Im so caught in my own life. My mother is out drinking and I, am content: being alone. Alone is what I will be for a very long time soon.

The future is so bright... and also dim in a way I can't

So, Mogwai concert was FUCKING AMAZING. I will never go to such a satisfying concert ever again.

On another note. I got some news today and I dont know wether to be happy or to just say... "fuck."

So, I went to the city. I saw all the people I wanted to see. Save for a few. I get to see my siblings again this weekend for graduation. Then for my grad party which is the same day. At D&B. I love that place. Its expensive though ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to my brothers band concert. It has been like 3 months since I have saw him or Maddie my lil sis. I suck. They have grown up so quickly it was amazing to see them again. JOhnboy went with me after he got out of MEPS (he is finally in the Army now) And I forgot to tell him just how greatful I really was that he came with me when he ( Read more... )