i hate stress... stress loves me. what a circle. i dont want to go to work. i hate work, ok, i don't hate work, i like it sometimes, but i hate the weird hours. that's what sucks. hm.. i need a full time job with the same hours everyday, weekends off, or at least sunday off. that would be great. blah. off to work i go. god we're broke. ( Read more... )

wow... back in NY, don't really wanna be back, but eh.  it was good being back home in florida... kinda feels like i never left, but it did, ya know.  the week went by so fast though.  that was the clencher.  i think my dad was sad that i left.  it was a good trip though.  i spent way more money than i should have, and how i'm going to fix that one ( Read more... )

i'm so excited, by tonight i'll be back home in FL... that's gonna be so weird being back there.  wow, it's only for a week though.  but still, a visit back home is much needed.... than i gotta come back and still finish up the house and all of that good stuff.  but at least when i come back to NY, it'll just be a week by myself and than he'll be ( Read more... )

i miss him so much. i never knew how empty this house could be without him here day in and day out.  i don't understand how some wives can do whole deployments without family around, oh, wait, they get dick from other guys, nope not me.  i'm sort of decorating, organizing, and cleaning the house.  so hopefully i can get it all done by the time i ( Read more... )

man, my husband may be a shit bag and do some wrongful things, and i'm not saying i'm perfect either, but lord do i miss the man.  he's been gone for what, like not even a week and i'm in withdrawals.  granted, we're not using as much gas as we usually do so that's $28 being stretched! but i miss him so much.  the house is just so empty.  i'm able ( Read more... )

you know, through it all, i don't give my husband credit for what he does do that is above and beyond.  yeah i bitch and bitch, but through it all, even the bad stuff that happened, he's been the best.  yeah we're working on things, but i never give him credit and kudos where it's due.  like when he took care of me when i had my wisdom teeth out.  ( Read more... )

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well, i woke up from a super long nap, so i guess i'll finally finish my montreal trip.  haha, this sounds like im in the second grade writing about my vacation.  ha. anyhow, we left on friday and it took us about three hours, the last hour he was freakin out cuz our tire was getting bald, yeah, not cool.  so we get there, get lost looking for the ( Read more... )

you know what i'm tired of? i'm tired of liars.  i'm tired of people saying they'll do something and won't.  i'm tired of people saying one thing and making you think that it's true but it's not.  i'm tired of people being two-faced.  i'm tired of people acting like they're doing something right knowing damn good and well it's wrong.  i'm tired of ( Read more... )

i feel like crap