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[superstar915]

I think it just hit me that I won't be home Christmas Eve, or morning. And now I can't stop crying. I don't want to be this far away forever. Sometimes I hate it. But I love Portland, I love my life here. What can I do? How can I fix this?I just want to hug my parents, and see my sisters and brother whenever I need them. And I'm entirely too far

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[lifeinasong]

i miss you too. it is going to be very weird not having you here Christmas morning. But we all have to grow up one day ya know? And start our own lives. But I do miss my big sis'
love you

[guy007]

Im feeling that...Im sooooo bummed about not being with my family this year...But hey we all got each other out here!

[besaidgirl]

get a webcam.

seriously.

thats what me and my mom did when matt moved.
of course, once we figure out how to use it, i imagine it will be amazing.

hahaha.

anyway, just a thought.

[do_rag719]

yeah I thought about that too. Makes me sad. besides dan, you are my other family. So we will def. have to do something. Like meet up on Christmas Eve to exchange gifts, like we would after Christmas Eve Service. love you girl! :)

[superstar915]

I think we should definitely do like a name drawing gift exchange, and meeting either on Christmas Eve or later on Christmas day would be great!!!

I guess it's time to just grow up and move on, and if I have to do it, at least I have all of my best friends here to help me get through it. I couldn't ask for more.