I went to the doctors yesterday and the doctor gave me a enternal. It hurt. My baby still hasn't arrived. I have nine days til her due date, I just want her now. I thought of another name. Adalina. What do you guys think, do you like Abigail or Adaline???? HELP me I need someone advice. I want a name that no one has ( Read more... )

Matt went to jail on Friday. I haven't had the annoying phone calls and I haven't heard the constant name calling. I feel so good. He did call me a couple times and he has court today and he wanted me to come but I didnt. Hes going to rot like I did. Hes getting punished and Hes getting hurt and I dont give a rats ass like he did. Hes not making me ( Read more... )

Today is going to be one of the hardest days. I didnt want to do it. But it had to stop sometime. Hes going to miss watching abigail entering the world. Hes going to miss christmas. I just didnt know what to do anymore. I can't take the 100 phone calls a day of him calling me names and cutting up my family. I can't watch him hurt himself anymore. I ( Read more... )

Today was the best day for me ever!!! I had a fifth ultra sound today and I seen my babys face close up she was so wonderful. She had the biggest eyes and her lips were HUGE. And lil Abigail kept sticking her toungue out at me. I love her so much!!!!!!!! I just want to hold her and tell her how much I love her! My next doctors apointment the are ( Read more... )

This week has been horrible. I am moving out of my apartment because of matt he treats me like shit way to much so i kicked him out and now i cant afford the rent so I am now moving back home with mommy and daddy again. Then on our year and a half anniversary on the 27th matt didnt even want to hang out with me he wanted to hang out with a bunch of ( Read more... )

Oh I am getting so impatient. I want my baby now! I want to kiss and hug her. And most of all put on a nice pair of jeans and feel good. I am so sick of having a belly. I dont know what fat people do all there lifes because if i was big like this i would be getting rid of it ( Read more... )

Well life feels good today! I feel really good about myself today. No one can bring me down today!!!!! I have plans today and they dont involve matt. My life doesnt consist of him anymore so if anyone is wondering if i am with that cracker jack? Nope. I put my standards higher. Alot higher. I dont want to ever be with a guy that smoke any type of ( Read more... )

The last week for me has been horrible. No support from matthew still but he went in a compleat circle he turned to drugs and not just pot I mean extasy Hes a dealer I guess. I went to a party last night to see if he was there and he was. On our anniversary he ditched me to hang out with a bunch of drug people and girls.... And when I go there he ( Read more... )