5 dayz till SUGAR RUSH 2!!!!!!!!!!!! *does a little jig* I CANT FUCKING WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gonna be so fucking hyper the whole night!!!!!!!!!! i feel sorry for kristi............she has to deal with me and the BOBO..............and she has to stay sober LOL ( Read more... )

ermm yeah i think i broke mah finger at work last night :( so im in a wee bit of pain rightt now LOL but ill be ok :) so yeah me and kristi are doing really well :) so yeah imma go lay down for a while gotta go to work in a few ( Read more... )

so i juz got off the phone with kristi *happy face* (she may never no how much i need her right now) she came over yesterday and was here for me when i had a break down about C.J. i dont think she new how to help but she gave it all she had. i mean juz with her tellin me it was gonna be ok it felt like all the pain went away and it did (its amazing ( Read more... )

i stand before all of you as a new man that has left the "X" behind and im gonna stop the drinkin for a while so that i can deal with the demons that are in mah head and try to fix mahself before tyhe unbthinkiable happens and i do some dumb shit. last night as i lay in bed i realized that i have ALOT of ppl that care about me and dont want to see ( Read more... )

now that ive been sober for a couple of days i can think clearly :) i realize that ive been doin some stupid shit lately because i thought no-1 cared about me..........well i was fucking wrong. This whole time dayna has been here for me and so has Christi. they dont no how much i appreciate them bein here for me in mah time of need. nor is there ( Read more... )

ppl wanna no y i drink and do "X" well heres the reason. mah fuckin ex is driving me insane with the comments and shit talking behind mah back..........heres her latest entry about me ( Read more... )

so ive been drinkin ALOT tonigh and have been doin ALOT of thinkin. Im really torn about me and heather and think im going to break up with kristy (i dont no if its the alochol speaking or if its mah heart) bc i dont want to hurt her when i self destruct mahself :( its gonna hurt so bad when it happens but i mean what to do eh? i mean yeah im happy ( Read more... )

ok today was sooooooooo not boring at work!!!!!!!!! I did $15,0o0 worth of buisness so i was busy as all hell!! Starting next Sat. ill be doing the overnights for a while :) That makes me happy and mah manager is disoppinated in me :( because i was 5 hours late for work the other day OOPS (i mean shit even i have to sleep every now and then) So im ( Read more... )

Ok today was mad slow at work i only did like $15,000 on mah shift...which is slow for me..................so im like wide awake right now o_0 ( Read more... )

Sittin here comin down from an incredible high ( Read more... )