i forgot to say that i don't know why i tried to tell myself before that love wasn't the most important thing that life had to offer. i tried to be logical and say that my future was more important but i think i'd be habitually depressed if i kept trying to be as emotionless as i have been lately. i just can't push love away to try to align my life... it just doesn't make sense because i am one of those people lucky enough to say that love is my life. i have it and i shouldn't let it go, nevermind push it away. i want to keep it no matter the limitations... so what if i can't move to a new place for a year... we can explore the world together.
If I could put into words the way I feel when I first see you everytime, I'd be rich. It's like my life force is being lifted into warm open arms. It gives me goosebumps and makes me quiver. This past saturday was intensified sevenfold because of the wonderful things you've said and the amazing feeling of being able to look forward to someday being able to get that feeling everyday. I can't wait to see the world with you Jeannine but the world seems secondary to you right now. I love you Jeannine.
About that weezer song. We should see it live on the 15th. It's in worcester and is therefore T accessable. I'll see if we have tickets at work. But if not we should try to go anyway.
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