be careful what you wish for.

[supertab]

yeah. post below viz headline above.

you know, when I got my insurance settlement i wasn't smart with it. i wish i had been. in fact, i wish i'd given half of it to feed north koreans or ethiopians.

sometimes i really don't like who i am.

tora

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[theempathogen]

When I was much younger, I kept diaries as a way of keeping sane. I pretended my life was a fascinating story and wrote it all down.

Since things actually HAPPENED to me then, and they were indeed depressing things, I could do that. Nothing happens now. I might have to go out and socialise with people I hate just to get that old writing schtick back. ("People I hate" just means "people.") It'd be worth it; if I don't write when I'm depressed, I may end up being committed. Yick.

I have a crippling fear of life, and all I know now is that I have a few worse fears. One of them is dying without having great stories to tell on my deathbed. I've got to make sure to have those stories no matter what. ^_^