So today i came home from montana our flight was at 730 i think and we had to be there at 6:30 so i was up at 5 and i got like 3 hours of sleep. montana was fun there was alot of snow and it was really really cold but it was fun to see my family for the most part..... ashley has grown up alot since the last time i saw her but i saw the most grown ( Read more... )

So my sister just ditched me and i feel great blah... the only really good thing thats happend this week is i got a cell phone lol if you want the # ask! so yea i feel betrayed in a way cuse i really did think i could trust julie but i guess i was wrong she told josh and now we are going to tell my parents later i think and i don't see the point ( Read more... )

i'm going to update soon i promise i just have to think straight first. bbl

todays been weird one of those days were you dont really know whats going on in your head. i was sick today and didn't go to school. sometimes i wonder what life would be like if i was home schooled sometimes i wish i was other i don't but i think being homeschooled can be really good for a person. well i found out aunt judy has to go threw kemo ( Read more... )

today i feel really alone lost scared i don't know wat to do ( Read more... )

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happy day after turkey day!! well todays been a different day plans ruined umm plans reschduled but hey its not like i was looking forward to this or anything i only started cleaning my house and putting up christmas decorations for them its not anything big.

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Tonights the night i've been dreading for awhile i need to talk to mandie and i don't want to than i have to get out of this stupid house! auhhhh any ways so yesterday was ok i found out jon has a girlfriend and hey guess just guess what her name is?? her name is SAMMIE o joy hmm i wonder if thats ocward for him. so yea that really got my day bad ( Read more... )

FORGET IT! shes gone kellis gone forever. i just wanted someone from utmost to remeber. hey i mean i'm one in like a hundered girls she inspired so i mean i don't blame her but i really thought she cared and i thought she would be there threw these times as they seem to get tougher and tougher but i guess not. i miss you kelli i miss you like crazy ( Read more... )

Its come to the point were i don't know anymore everyones gone everyone forgets some people don't care anymore or they pretend to i just want people to stop leaving and start coming back i'm scared and lost and confused not i don't think i can even trust someone i thought i could. Why did they have to tell me this why couldn't they have kept it to ( Read more... )