make tonight.
the soundtrack of my night tonight =
She puts her lips to a bottle of cola.
I watch the kiss and it turns me
on.
It makes me feel as though I am helpless there is nothing else.
She
grabs my wrist and leads me through streetlights.
And locks her door behind
my back.
Relax relax and let these taxes of your reflex act.
Sway so sway.
You know you taste so good.
This is the night you are the fire.
Sway so
sway.
And we melt into the floor as one.
I grab her hips and pull her
closer. I close my eyes and it turns her on.
We press our skin and though it
resists, oh I slip inside.
I feel her breath it slides down my neck yeah yeah
we sweat.
To the rhythm that we make. Make love. Hate yourself.
But baby
I'm all yours.
Make tonight stay. We turn around again.
Stay tonight
right here.
We give it all we all just fade away.
by emanuel. i think i listened to that song no joke probably 10 times tonight not on purpose. i love that song more than like life. the only thing i think i love more is the smell of beyond paradise and soap. because that smell my friends = sex in a bag.
when was the last time i updated? last wednesday? when i went out with bill/breakfast trey/etc.? i think so. here goes the past weekish
thursday = coffee and houstons take out with krow and loryn
then to caribou parking lot for agua for the water gun (who is know named eduardo)
mischeif caused, signs stolen, people sprayed with water guns
went and picked up linda and left a gun on her front porch. sketched out her pa. drove around. went to parkway. haha shot some sketchy dirty kid point blank with the water gun. went to coldstone ran into justin kappel, ej, haley
went home mad and grumpy as hell at kevin. he was mad at me too.
I GOT A JOB!!!! i think it was thursday but it may have very well been wednesday
friday =
philanthropy tour of the fox
boring speaker
then went home. krow/loryn/me were going to go to midtown but we all decided it was a) too expensive and b) too awful to go so krow came over and we went to dinner at taqueria MMMMMMM and then up to fucking AUSTELL to see Lords of Dogtown. it was a really good movie, and i could totally see the similarities between it and thirteen. i liked it. then we came back to my house and watched tv and finished off our taqueria left overs.
saturday = wasted the day. didnt do anything
put together a shelf for my ma.
talked to kshirley online for a few. weeee. hope shes having fun in europe
then krow came over at like 5:30 and i surprised him with dinner at two. MMM yummy so we went to TWO then on a short game of 20 directions through who the hell knows where then to cafe intermezzo and back to my house to watch TEAM AMERICA! FUck yeah. haha funny movie. puppet sex = xhardcorex hehe
sunday = i was so sick. the end. i got up at like 11. went to breakfast came home at 12:30 and slept until 5:30 then went to dinner at carrabbas. then home and watched supersize me and ate like a million pounds of ice cream.
monday!! wee today was a really good day. i havent felt this normal in a while. like no weird fainty spells. i never felt out of it at all today. i felt so normal. thank god. hopefully i can keep feeling this good. philanthropy was pretty interesting. came home around 2 and found $17 around my house. went to the bank. came home. wasted some time. talked to sir nicholas online then went to willys to meet loryn and katey at like 8. we ate. but i did NOT have a charolita. boooo. then loryn and i took kateybuns home. filled up the agua gun. booo. named the watergun eduardo hehe weee. followed some boys in loryns neighborhood. shot hill jefferies in his car. caused MISCHEIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?! then loryn and i decided to go bother sir nicholas so we went over to his house and annoyed him. made him go get his fireworks box and come with us. shot nick with the water gun. hehe. his brother got all grumpy at us. so we kidnapped nick. went to get gas, where nick discovered he was covered in sunscreen. hehe because sunscreen looks like something else really dirty and gross, nick smeared the excess sunscreen all over the gas pump grosssss. tried to convince loryn to try to buy shit from teh flower man then we got my car and went back to my house. convinced my padres that fireworks are indeed legal in georgia. and that we would in no way shape or form reveal we were related to them while we were shooting fireworks so we went over to that clearing overlooking the city by my house and shot off millions of fireworks. listened to make tonight. I LOVE THAT SONG! haha then went for a drive to find a better field. tried to steal a sign but it was rusted on. tried to find weed. but didnt. kept driving. then back to the clearing over looking the city where we shot off bottle rockets. i saved loryns life. then i almost killed her. KAZAM. hehe then i went home cuz i was sleepy and ihave philanthropy tomorrow.
tomorrow.. i dont really know what is going on. i want to see linda i havent seen her in a million years. going to dustys for lunch
my daddy is coiming in town late thursday night, and staying through monday morning. so i cant go out this weekend. boo
and i start my job saturday.. i have orientation at 4. and when i figure out my working schedule i want everyone to come visit me.
now its time for sleep, because i havent been to bed before 1 in forever because im usually talking to some stinky boy. its nice to have some uninterupted me time tonight. just to like chill in my room and download music and not feel like i should be on the phone or online or out. i dont feel like ive been alone in forever. its really nice but on the other hand i need some me time. hopefully my dad being here will give me just enough me time. and then after this week philanthropy will be half way over. woot.
okay i have nothing more to say except i want those new saosin demos and i cant get them. yeah so there.
She puts her lips to a bottle of cola.
I watch the kiss and it turns me
on.
It makes me feel as though I am helpless there is nothing else.
She
grabs my wrist and leads me through streetlights.
And locks her door behind
my back.
Relax relax and let these taxes of your reflex act.
Sway so sway.
You know you taste so good.
This is the night you are the fire.
Sway so
sway.
And we melt into the floor as one.
I grab her hips and pull her
closer. I close my eyes and it turns her on.
We press our skin and though it
resists, oh I slip inside.
I feel her breath it slides down my neck yeah yeah
we sweat.
To the rhythm that we make. Make love. Hate yourself.
But baby
I'm all yours.
Make tonight stay. We turn around again.
Stay tonight
right here.
We give it all we all just fade away.
by emanuel. i think i listened to that song no joke probably 10 times tonight not on purpose. i love that song more than like life. the only thing i think i love more is the smell of beyond paradise and soap. because that smell my friends = sex in a bag.
when was the last time i updated? last wednesday? when i went out with bill/breakfast trey/etc.? i think so. here goes the past weekish
thursday = coffee and houstons take out with krow and loryn
then to caribou parking lot for agua for the water gun (who is know named eduardo)
mischeif caused, signs stolen, people sprayed with water guns
went and picked up linda and left a gun on her front porch. sketched out her pa. drove around. went to parkway. haha shot some sketchy dirty kid point blank with the water gun. went to coldstone ran into justin kappel, ej, haley
went home mad and grumpy as hell at kevin. he was mad at me too.
I GOT A JOB!!!! i think it was thursday but it may have very well been wednesday
friday =
philanthropy tour of the fox
boring speaker
then went home. krow/loryn/me were going to go to midtown but we all decided it was a) too expensive and b) too awful to go so krow came over and we went to dinner at taqueria MMMMMMM and then up to fucking AUSTELL to see Lords of Dogtown. it was a really good movie, and i could totally see the similarities between it and thirteen. i liked it. then we came back to my house and watched tv and finished off our taqueria left overs.
saturday = wasted the day. didnt do anything
put together a shelf for my ma.
talked to kshirley online for a few. weeee. hope shes having fun in europe
then krow came over at like 5:30 and i surprised him with dinner at two. MMM yummy so we went to TWO then on a short game of 20 directions through who the hell knows where then to cafe intermezzo and back to my house to watch TEAM AMERICA! FUck yeah. haha funny movie. puppet sex = xhardcorex hehe
sunday = i was so sick. the end. i got up at like 11. went to breakfast came home at 12:30 and slept until 5:30 then went to dinner at carrabbas. then home and watched supersize me and ate like a million pounds of ice cream.
monday!! wee today was a really good day. i havent felt this normal in a while. like no weird fainty spells. i never felt out of it at all today. i felt so normal. thank god. hopefully i can keep feeling this good. philanthropy was pretty interesting. came home around 2 and found $17 around my house. went to the bank. came home. wasted some time. talked to sir nicholas online then went to willys to meet loryn and katey at like 8. we ate. but i did NOT have a charolita. boooo. then loryn and i took kateybuns home. filled up the agua gun. booo. named the watergun eduardo hehe weee. followed some boys in loryns neighborhood. shot hill jefferies in his car. caused MISCHEIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?! then loryn and i decided to go bother sir nicholas so we went over to his house and annoyed him. made him go get his fireworks box and come with us. shot nick with the water gun. hehe. his brother got all grumpy at us. so we kidnapped nick. went to get gas, where nick discovered he was covered in sunscreen. hehe because sunscreen looks like something else really dirty and gross, nick smeared the excess sunscreen all over the gas pump grosssss. tried to convince loryn to try to buy shit from teh flower man then we got my car and went back to my house. convinced my padres that fireworks are indeed legal in georgia. and that we would in no way shape or form reveal we were related to them while we were shooting fireworks so we went over to that clearing overlooking the city by my house and shot off millions of fireworks. listened to make tonight. I LOVE THAT SONG! haha then went for a drive to find a better field. tried to steal a sign but it was rusted on. tried to find weed. but didnt. kept driving. then back to the clearing over looking the city where we shot off bottle rockets. i saved loryns life. then i almost killed her. KAZAM. hehe then i went home cuz i was sleepy and ihave philanthropy tomorrow.
tomorrow.. i dont really know what is going on. i want to see linda i havent seen her in a million years. going to dustys for lunch
my daddy is coiming in town late thursday night, and staying through monday morning. so i cant go out this weekend. boo
and i start my job saturday.. i have orientation at 4. and when i figure out my working schedule i want everyone to come visit me.
now its time for sleep, because i havent been to bed before 1 in forever because im usually talking to some stinky boy. its nice to have some uninterupted me time tonight. just to like chill in my room and download music and not feel like i should be on the phone or online or out. i dont feel like ive been alone in forever. its really nice but on the other hand i need some me time. hopefully my dad being here will give me just enough me time. and then after this week philanthropy will be half way over. woot.
okay i have nothing more to say except i want those new saosin demos and i cant get them. yeah so there.