All you need is one little event to set it off..

[supervixen1979]

I went out Sunday night and saw Richard making out with some girl at the club.Someone told me that this would affect me later on. It seems that ever since about a month ago..I have been trying to fit into these glass slippers that are simply meant for Cinderella's feet. At first they slid on naturally with perfect ease, but now it feels like they

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*hugs*

[melange_1]

"That's how I knew I was still alive, because afterall you can't nearly die if you aren't still living."
This reminded me of a line from a song by the Goo Goo Dolls that says sometimes "you bleed just to know you're alive."
I have always loved that line.
Pardon if I'm confused, but didn't you write something the other day about a guy you were spending time with and found really nice to be around? I looked back but can't find the post, it seemed about a week ago?
It's terrible you are feeling so bad, it must be difficult.

Re: *hugs*

[supervixen1979]

wow how funny you would mention them...I am a huge fan of theirs.AND Iris IS MY favorite song by them...weird...anyway.Yes I am w/ someone that I really really really really like a lot.It was just Sunday night it felt like someone had just punched me in the face..I can't explain it...I am very much over the ex now anyway.A lot more than I thought I was.And the reason why you couldn't read that certain entry is because I made it private.

[athea]

You definatly captured the feeling of hard break up in this post... I appreciate reading it... it is a death.. more than one if you ask me... hope, heart, future, and self value and trust all die. But you get to live... eh, through the rot, but it won't last forever... If all else fails (demonic grin of sarcasm) play Cher's "Do you believe in life after love" a million times!

[supervixen1979]

Wow thanks! *grabs her mom's Cher cd and hits repeat* :)

unfortunately...

[shooman]

Everyone's broken these days... in some sort of pain... living through fear and fearing to live.

*shrugs* It's a sad little world we live in. *hugs*

I hope what ever happens, you don't stop caring or feeling like being broken is totally bad. It's a huge bad in that emotional stability feels shot and all broken down... but...

At least it means that you care about something, feel something. In the end, too many people try to deaden themselves and that always leads to forgetting to care. And really, even that's understandable because of the pain caring can cause.

shooman out

Re: unfortunately...

[supervixen1979]

I am trying so hard not to get to that point..I don't want to be broken...it's just not me..I'm waay to emotional.

[spyderspindle]

yea I've been trying to get over the same feeling for over a year now. Sucks to know they're fine without you when u still want to be by their side. And you get this overwhelming sense that you lost ur path in life. But hey, we can be lost and struggling together.

[supervixen1979]

I think this is one of the reasons why you and I are so close babe.We relate well to each other.And maybe you and I should just go explore together.It would be nice no?