I have a lot on my mind might as well write about it.

[supervixen1979]

Perhaps it's clichè, typical even, but I am still that girl who is sifting through layers of thoughts and emotions trying to find herself, thinking: God dammit, where are you?!?! to herself. I have lost too much, gained some back again, and have had to deal with rearranging my whole state of mind to match the sudden instability; fumbling around

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Hey beautiful

[ivory_temple]

In essence, that was a positive post. It sounds like you have been growing quite a bit.
In fact it's similar to what I have been going through.

I hope the best for you and I think you know exactly who you are, you're just hiding :)

Forget the novelty of convention...just be YOU.

For me...I think I have outgrown this world..I need more than what life has to offer. I need to be a part of something infinitely more important. Humanity continues to elude me.
I need a lot more to motivate me to live.
I haven't found it yet, and don't know if I ever will.

[erufailo]

Wow Andie. You're a very good writer. Very descriptive. So full of introspection here. Reading over this reminds me of times where I too in the midst of very deep pain, have found myself examining my life and trying to discover my own purpose. Somehow it helps me to mitigate my sorrow during those times.

Somehow it seems that we grow a lot during those times. Do you agree? How do you feel about things now? Now that it's been many months since this happened?

Either way, thanks for letting me read it. I enjoyed it.

-Travis