"the most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. it is the source of all true art and science. he to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand in rapt awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed ( Read more... )

The Love test http://naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test02.htmRead more... )

At Dawn ( Read more... )

Sometimes I want to be the opposite of myself.Force an unnatural being upon me.Burn it into my soul and stain my heart with it's diseased blood until I start to believe. Until I start to believe that this is who I am ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about myself for the past few days... big shock? fuck you ( Read more... )

Soundtrack Of My Life ( Read more... )

I am far too passionate to be contained.. defined.. categorized.. and put into a box. I need to be set free, be able to feel what I want, say what I want, and express myself the way I want to. And though no one can, I have deep contempt for anyone who even tries to take that away from me. Livejournal is madness. Oddly enough I feel more inhibited ( Read more... )

I've been sick all day...And I just woke up from a nap unfortunately ( Read more... )

Sometimes a loneliness wells up in me. An isolation. Or a strangulation. And I wonder if anyone could ever take away that loneliness. I guess most of my life I've been searching for someone. I guess everything I've ever done has been motivated by the desire to be free of that loneliness - even just for a moment ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just want to get inside myself and pull out the real me. Turn my insides out and expose myself not only to the world, but to myself. I want a self-actualization self-realization moment. Certain people tend to think I am so good at describing who I am, at looking into myself, but sometimes I don't know who I am at all. Sometimes I feel ( Read more... )