so i'm back in santa barbara after spending 6 days in visalia. i miss home. i had a blast with my friends and my family as well as my ex. it's weird how things work out when i'm home. but i'm not going to lie, i like it
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this last weekend was a big change for me. friday night in particular. i don't like the way i acted. and i don't like how i didn't/couldn't control myself. i don't like how people think of me now...because of my actions. i don't like the decisions i make. i wish it wasn't my fault. but it is all my fault. i am the only one responsible.