[ Tornado's Eye. ]
I haven't seen her since that night. Valentine's Day has never carried any significance for me, but...I don't know what to do with myself now. Don't know how to take that. Don't know if it was rejection or just her and whether or not I could handle again the way my heart dropped to my stomach when I stirred and first sensed her body's absence.
In retrospect, what should I have expected? This isn't grade school. Kissing doesn't equate to going steady and it's not like we had any name to what we did. Should I continue to give her space, longer or indefinitely? Attempt to pick up the pieces?
All I know is that right now, I still want her and I haven't left my room but to go to the park and pour it into my source of income. It was originally an outlet in the first place, after all.
I'm just lost.
Room nine:
Kiba, sorry I missed your game. Chouji, sorry I haven't been finishing your meals. Hana, hope you've been feeling better.
Just need some time to myself.
Tayuya:
Are you up to talking?