with everything in this moment.
I have amazing friends, and I miss katie =[
I have a lot more freedom, but my parents are moving.
I hate school already (what's new...)
I have such a cutiee boyy that makes me happy =]

Mmmm things are right, right now.
:)

what the fuck. im so confused with two people at onceeee.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah fucking exs. 

that wasnt to anyone in particular. because all this shits in my head and im figuring out the things i need to fix with me.
because i know theres so much wrong with me right now.
and yeah. i wish i never was done with my counseling, because things arent right.
i cannot wait to transfer. i wish i hadnt been so retarded in math or slacked off, i would ( Read more... )

fucking indecisive bi-polar boys i dislike you and your inability to make up your mind.
stop fucking with my head.

i'm so not down with mind games anymore.

my mind is made up ( Read more... )

You're no good for me ( Read more... )

i don't know what to call this.

You've quit callin' me baby,
call me once or twice, maybe.
But I don't have a clue,
don't know what to do.
All because i'm so stuck on you.

I hear others telling me you ain't the one,
but i'm trying to make myself disagree,
trying see that you're good for me.
Cuz they don't know how you make me feel,
I try too hard, but none ( Read more... )

they got worse.

and it's lame.
and i'm bummin'
and trippin' hard.
and still trying to figure things out.

i wish i was going away for school next year. i'm sick of it here.
i can't wait for summer. 
i don't think i need to go to counseling anymore, but my mom's opinion differs than mine, and she told me i need to go because something's been wrong with me ( Read more... )

"you just have to go after what you want, and if it doesn't want you back... then so be it, it doesn't deserve you anyways." -Nicole Richie

Sunset

Slowly the west reaches for clothes of new colors
which it passes to a row of ancient trees.
You look, and soon these two worlds both leave you
one part climbs toward heaven, one sinks to earth.

leaving you ( Read more... )