The End

[suppishld]

Me and Brandi broke up. Before I go into the details I'd like to note that I am not usually one who writes about my emotions on live journal. In fact I think the number of posts where I really let my heart out are rather few. The cynical among us is surely wondering why I would make a post about this issue and make it public, rather then private. I

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[smaashley]

I am glad you posted this, I'm also glad you valued my opinion, and I did want to know what happened, from you. I was really hoping things would get back to normal for you two after you seemed to have resolved things the first time. I was pretty surprised when Dawn mentioned that it was an ongoing problem a while ago. At this point there was no where else for it to go. It sucks but it needed to happen, Brandi can't continue thinking that there are no consequences to betrayal, and you don't deserve that treatment. But I do believe in my heart of hearts and I know I'm just a sucker for love, that if it really is meant to be, the universe will straighten it out over time and re-align itself. So what's going to happen now? You're moving I guess. Are you alright?

[suppishld]

Yea, I've moved up to Portland with my parents now. It's really sucky, cause I still haven't found a job and I don't know that many people in Portland.

So my life is basically in a transition mode. I'm waiting to start working and move somewhere else in the state. Until then I'm applying for countless jobs and trying to do as many volenteer stuff as I can. I share your hope that the universe will staighten out over time but a lot of fixing has to be done for that to happen.

[beccalavelle]

You know us! I heard you are moving to Albany, but when you are in Portland you are welcome to give us a call and go out with us.

[vallygirl447]

Sorry James...I know exactly how this feels. I've been the jealous one, feeling shitty, watching the one I love flirt with someone who I knew they probably cheated on me with, or were going to cheat on me with...All I can truly tell you, is that one day, you will wake up and it won't hurt anymore. And as cheesy as it sounds, the sooner you pull the band-aid off and call it quits, the sooner you'll be on the mend. I agree with the above advice...really and truly, if it's meant to be you will somehow find a way to work it out in the future, when you're both ready. You're really brave for doing this. I know how hard it is...hugs...

Val

[suppishld]

I just want to thank everyone for their support. It feels good knowing I still have good LJ friends. No matter how far apart we live in real life, we are all connected still. :)

[smaashley]

through the magic of the internet. (and of course it goes without saying if we are ever in the same place at the same time, it would certainly be cool to to connect in real life too.)