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STOLEN

Oct 16, 2012 19:26

tell me something, anything. tell me about your fears, your future, your past, a story, an impact, a wish, a secret. tell me about the last time a book made you cry or a movie made you wind up talking with someone for hours or that song that makes you feel like this. tell me about the last time some stranger made your day. tell me about the time ( Read more... )

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anonymous October 16 2006, 21:22:13 UTC

i am in love with my ex-boyfriend who is now in love with his best friend. i know i'm supposed to be happy that he's happy, but i hope she dies. i'm afraid i'll never have the kind of connection i had with him with any other person. he's absolutely wonderful. handsome, sweet, funny, brilliant.

or maybe i'm just in love with being in love. i'm fucked up and can't really tell anymore.

i'm in college and have NO IDEA what exactly i'm going to do with my life, but i can promise you it will be important.

anonymous October 16 2006, 21:45:01 UTC

i admire too many people. every person i see or meet, really. and i hate myself. this makes things a little harder.

anonymous October 16 2006, 23:35:54 UTC

i'm still infatuated with this boy, even though [i think] he doesn't feel the same way about me as he did awhile back.

i pretend i don't care and pretend it doesn't bother me, but the reality is... I DO. >:(

anonymous October 17 2006, 01:03:03 UTC

i would like to start off by saying that my life is not all that bad. i know i have it a lot better than most. but i still feel empty. like something is missing, but i just can't figure out what. i hate to be the kind of girl who needs a guy in her life to feel complete, but sometimes i think that would really help. to fall hopelessly, inconveniently in love with a boy who i can do movie style romantic things with. i feel like i'm lacking romance. i also have trouble finding friends who inspire me, who don't make me feel like i'm wasting my time when i'm with them. i want to be surrounded by people who make me laugh laugh laugh laugh until i can't breathe. i want to meet people who aren't afraid to dance like idiots even when there's no music. i want to feel beautiful, and i want to stop comparing my body to every other girl's. i want to do amazing things and tell no one. i want to keep good secrets with myself. i want to live. but i don't know how to do any of these things and it's been lonely trying to figure it out.

anonymous October 17 2006, 01:16:02 UTC

I hate how people always have to fucking be in love. Don't you get it? Half of you are in your teens and you've all built up the most ridiculous dependency on something that has a 99.9% chance of not working until you're a lot older. I mean I love my boyfriend, but it's a caring love, not a deep, compassionate, and everlasting love. I know damn well that people shouldn't be making commitments in their teens and early college years because you have so so so many more people to meet. If that's your thing, go for it, I guess. I just get a kick out out of it when people pretend it's the end of their world and they'll never get over it. You will. You really will. And if you don't, you're weak. And in that case, I prove my point. Don't make the commitment until you're REALLY REALLY ready ( ... )

anonymous October 17 2006, 01:51:16 UTC

wow, does your boyfriend know you feel that way?

anonymous October 17 2006, 02:02:32 UTC

Yes. Both of us know that we are not ready for any commitments.