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These dreams are vivid.
I dreamt that I had an orgy in a library,
all with guys who would never have a gay orgy.
Had a birthday party with lots of friends from elementray,
all being guys, um...got in a fatal car accident with
my dad while he had a heart attack, made a lover with a
man who was twice my age, dressed like Dracula, spoke
somewhat like Dracula, but was young, had long dark hair,
was beautiful, let me stay in his bed. Seemed like we
fucked for hours. Like, no women were involved in this
all night dream. Which was fine by me.
Only more to prove my loss of sexual appetite,
maybe with the bigger dosages I start tomorrow.
I'm getting exhausted by pretending to be ok with people
who can't understand what I've been going through.
They just don't get it, because they're so into their
own condition and mental state.
Disney? Don't be retarded.
Don't ask for what I'm looking for...
but it's not that. Sorry, but I can't deal with children.
I dreamt that I had an orgy in a library,
all with guys who would never have a gay orgy.
Had a birthday party with lots of friends from elementray,
all being guys, um...got in a fatal car accident with
my dad while he had a heart attack, made a lover with a
man who was twice my age, dressed like Dracula, spoke
somewhat like Dracula, but was young, had long dark hair,
was beautiful, let me stay in his bed. Seemed like we
fucked for hours. Like, no women were involved in this
all night dream. Which was fine by me.
Only more to prove my loss of sexual appetite,
maybe with the bigger dosages I start tomorrow.
I'm getting exhausted by pretending to be ok with people
who can't understand what I've been going through.
They just don't get it, because they're so into their
own condition and mental state.
Disney? Don't be retarded.
Don't ask for what I'm looking for...
but it's not that. Sorry, but I can't deal with children.