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[sureimhere]

I should have known damnit. How could i be so stupid. She isnt fuckin grounded she is leaveing me cold. This is so fucked up at least she could have told me i would have told her. Get some fuckin balls damnit and stop hidding this from me. what starts well ends shitty like always.
Love for Death,
Stephen

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[anonymous]

hey im sorry, i dont know who you are talking about but im sorry that sucks..... shes kinda mean for doing that to you, if you need anyone im here 4 u! ok?

[katroyalty_rose]

i have a feeling this is about Roz... cuz it sure as hell aint about me! well i wish i could help, but theres nothing i can do.

post apocolyptic scenes from a life not of my own

[dark_vamp88]

I don't know why I'm posting back. I feel no need to defend myself or validate anything that has happened. It may seem like thats what I'm doing and maybe in someway I am. More for clarity then anything else.

First, I was very much grounded.

I'm so far removed, so far beyond all of this now that its hard to think about what went through my mind then.

When I went rouge I wasn't with you.
Yes we have a connection. I wont deny that.

Even now with someone else I can't help but feel trapt.
Something inside of me so deeply engrained. So bittersweet.

You'll find someone and you'll both be happy.
I'm never going to have that in the end.

I honestly don't see any conventional relationship ever working out for me, and everyone else will grow out of the unconventional lifestyle once they "grow up" and conform to survive.

It's allways going to be my falt.
And I except that.
And I'm sorry.