"To put it simply, John Kerry won the 30 September debate with President Bush on style, but lost on substance. Kerry supporters are gushing about how "he looked so Presidential," as though posing for a White House photo op will strike fear into the hearts of terrorists around the globe. Maybe Kerry could audition for a spot ON The West Wing, but ( Read more... )

Feelin empty and lonely today... I think I've lost mojo, and by that, I mean my drive... for everything. There's something wrong and I don't know what it is. But I do know that I'm not who I used to be, or who I can be. Part of me says I'm not trying hard enough; things aren't just going to fall neatly in my lap. The other part says I'm trying ( Read more... )

Buongiorno! Today is absolutely beautiful, mid 60's today... I got to wear this beautiful cardigan I got onsale a couple months ago and unbelievably I had 2 people walk up to me and tell me my sweater was beautiful. It made me feel so good about myself.. and my self-esteem shot up. My mood is so unpenetrable( not a word.. oh well you get what I ( Read more... )

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WOW! so after I dropped an entry lastnite I decided it best to go to bed. Crzy enough, I actually become MORE hysterical and depressed, was crying harder than ever. Then this morning, when I woke up, I felt so much better... but I wasnt giddy or all happy-like. I was more like in a, 'don't really give a damn about anything, nothing phases me' ( Read more... )

I'm so upset I want to get out of here.... but I can't because my car probably won't make it out of Gayville. I hate this place and all the pain I've endeared in only a year's time. Why is it that I can't make someone happy? why is it so easy to play with my heart and throw it around like it's a crumpled up piece of trash. Why am I not worth ( Read more... )

Wow, ok so I have a bit to get off my chest. I took my lipring out last friday because it hurt like a bitch nonstop... and I felt like a poser. Doh! auuugh Fuck--me. I miss that damn thing so bad. oh well, so I kick myself in the ass.... AAAgain. Now onto the next issue ( Read more... )

So, I'm getting lots and lots of shit from people abotu teh Lip ring.... This is good news! Nobody likes it! my plan has worked. Bwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ( Read more... )

My lip... is pierced.