today sucked once again. but i found out that i ahte ryan and at the same time still love him. i still want to kill my self bit he is a small reason to and a big reaqson not to. but i love kq and she rocks. i hope ican chill with her soon. i have tryout tommrow adn mostlikly will c ryan since it s at the same camp he went to today. well i hope ( Read more... )

today sucked once again. but i found out that i ahte ryan and at the same time still love him. i still want to kill my self bit he is a small reason to and a big reaqson not to. but i love kq and she rocks. i hope ican chill with her soon. i have tryout tommrow adn mostlikly will c ryan since it s at the same camp he went to today. well i hope ( Read more... )

my life has been short but great. sry i wont be a round to tell my tale adn live mt dream of being a proskater. i will take my life by the reins and endit if i cant have you forever as more that a friend. I hope you live a great life here on out sry i wont be in it. it has been great to know you and wished you could be here now to stop me but ( Read more... )

over the past couple days people have told em that the guy i like has hate me. well i broke out into tears last night. Ryan would not pick up his phone. I must have called him three hundred times.i left him so amny messags saying that he ahd ti call me back right awawy befor i did somethign stupid. well that stupid thing was sussiced(kill my ( Read more... )

Ryan yes i love him but jimmy i hate. so get over yourself jimmy and let me talk to ryan. i really need to about some things and i hope the movie is going great. ok love you ryan. xoxoxoxo vic

hey if you fell sick to call me. 481-5371. kristin Q i need to talk to you really bad. ryan call me.

if you can help me get over a guy or want ot with me plz call me 481-5371. i really need so help. i love ryan but i need toget over him and find my own dude. ryan call em we need to talk so bad. There is so much shit i need to tell you.

if you want to come cry with me just come over or call me when i get off.

if you cant tell in the ims i am so up set. lee y did you lie to me about ryan. dude he is trying to get over your cuz so watch what u say. Ryan I love you so much and i am so happy i met you at warped tour. i dont regret anything now that we have talked but we still need to some more.