I feel I must interject here, [she's] getting carried away feeling sorry for [herself]...
DUDE I AM GOING TO MISS YOU SO MUCH, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW!! WHO AM I
GOING TO MAKE FUN OF PEOPLE AT SCHOOL WITH NOW? AND MAKE UP COOL
NICKNAMES FOR PEOPLE, AND THEN WALK AROUND AT LUNCH LOOKING FOR THEM?
UGH MAYBE ITS A GOOD THING IM TAKING A HARD YEAR CAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW
MUCH TIME I AM GOING TO HAVE FOR FRIENDS ANYWAY, WELL JUST SO YOU KNOW
CHELS, I LOVE YOU AND SIMI HIGH IS NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME WITHOUT
YOU! OOO YEA AND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, I KNOW ITS HAS GOT TO BE ONE OF
THE HARDEST THINGS IN THE WORLD, BUT !PLEASE! STOP THINKING ABOUT
KEATON AND LINDA AND DEREK AND ESPESCIALLY DEATH, WE ARE ALL GOING TO
HAVE OUR HEARTS BROKEN AND IT IS GOING TO HURT, BUT WE JUST HAVE TO GET
OVER IT AND WITH LINDA, I DONT EVEN KNOW, BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO QUIT
MAKING THE ATTEMPT TO BE HER FRIEND, SOONER OR LATER SHE WILL REALIZE
WHAT SHE IS MISSING WHEN DEREK IS GONE AND THEN I AM SURE YOU WILL KNOW
HOW TO HANDLE IT FROM THERE. CHELSEA YOU ARE A SMART, FUNNY, AND GREAT
FRIEND AND I CANT EVEN IMAGINE WHAT THE WORLD WOULD BE LIKE IF YOU WERE
NOT IN IT ANYMORE! ♥
Well I guess since I am here I can give a little bit of an update, um well those of you who know who Andy is, well he finally knows that I like him and got it out me...immature asshole...but I still somehow find myself liking him, even though he lied to get me to tell him, I dont know, I am retarded....I don't even know if he likes me back or not, but he sure does flirt a lot, so I dont we will see what goes down...haha
I can not believe school starts in a week, and I cant believe I am somewhat excited for it when I have been dreading it all summer, I dont know I guess i am just excited to start getting on schedule again, and having something to do, even though it is something I would rather not do...o well It's just the retard in me talking again......lol....I want to have a sleepover this weekend or the few days before school starts, practice will be in the afternoon, so it will be easier for it to happen, I just have to talk to my parents so I dont know we'll see what goes down...I hope you all had a great summer and have an awesome school year!!
Well I guess since I am here I can give a little bit of an update, um well those of you who know who Andy is, well he finally knows that I like him and got it out me...immature asshole...but I still somehow find myself liking him, even though he lied to get me to tell him, I dont know, I am retarded....I don't even know if he likes me back or not, but he sure does flirt a lot, so I dont we will see what goes down...haha
I can not believe school starts in a week, and I cant believe I am somewhat excited for it when I have been dreading it all summer, I dont know I guess i am just excited to start getting on schedule again, and having something to do, even though it is something I would rather not do...o well It's just the retard in me talking again......lol....I want to have a sleepover this weekend or the few days before school starts, practice will be in the afternoon, so it will be easier for it to happen, I just have to talk to my parents so I dont know we'll see what goes down...I hope you all had a great summer and have an awesome school year!!