Damn it's been awhile since I've written, I think the last time was while I was at Kevin's. Well speaking of Kevin he is coming down on Friday SO HAPPY I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I hate this distance thing but from everything we've talked about he really wants this to work and that once I'm done with school I will be moving down there. So I guess in two ( Read more... )

well well people it's been awhile, i've been chillin here at kevin's since last thursday and i won't be leaving it sunday. all right so here's everything that's happened, thursday met some of his friends and got stoned (good times), friday we spent with his family and i think we stayed home and watched a movie that night (good times), saturday i ( Read more... )

Kevin coming to see me is what I needed. I had the best weekend with him, he made me better. I knew right when he walked in the door that he missed me a lot you could see it in his eyes. He wants me to come down and see him soon, I'll be the firs girl he's ever brought home to meet his parents. He is a momma's boy but definately is nothing like ( Read more... )

You know with each night that passes by I pray to God I never forget who you are ( Read more... )

How can you live when the one person who you considered your soul mate it dead. It still doesn't seem real even after I saw the body and touched him. Even fully dressed in his uniform with his entire face bandaged I knew it was him by his body and his hands felts like his hands. I gave him one last kiss before I let them shut the casket. The ( Read more... )

these last two days have been the hardest days of my life. i went over to his house yesterday and stay till about an hour ago. i just couldn't leave, it killed me. i can't breathe, he is all over the news and in the paper. i'm his girlfriend if you guys don't know and read todays paper. here is the real story, he is a mortor specialist and he went ( Read more... )

My eyes burn. My heart feels like its going to up out of my chest. I can't stop shaking. I can't eat and I can't sleep, I don't know what to do but cry. Ji you are my angel thank you so much for being there. Spaz you are the most beautiful person I know and I love everything about you. Thank you so much you guys, you are the only strength I have ( Read more... )

William River Emanuel IV (a.k.a. TJ ( Read more... )

I've just been totally out of these last few days. I've been talking to Kevin a lot this last week and we seem to be getting closer and closer, he invited me to his family reunion as his date WOW his mom even wants me to come. I told him that I couldn't because its this weekend and I found out that I'm leaving on Saturday and NOT Sunday like I ( Read more... )

There are the good points and bad points to being a blonde. Forget the good ones, the bad ones are if were in a good mood and just really happy people think we are only playing with a half a deck of cards if you know what I mean, if you don't for the dorks it means that I only use half or some of my brain. Then if were just in a laughing kind of ( Read more... )