i love her so much and i dont know what to do any more

well everything is gay right now i pretty much am kinda like in a fuck u i dont give a fuck what any one thinks or says kinda mood i just dont care about anything right now.Now a realtionship with someone can be a beautiful thing it can make u feel so good like life cant get any better but how could something so good completely turn around and tear ( Read more... )

well i just got home from work i have to go back in a lil while. Any ways um i guess me and Becca are doing ok i dono if were on this lil break still but w/e. Im not friends with mario any more oh well lets see what else. I have been hanging out with jake alot his dads a pimp got a lil bit of a temper but other then that hes a good guy.Um what else ( Read more... )

ok today was ok i dono work was awright but everthing else feels like its falling apart in my life i dono like school i dono what im gonna do about that its such a pain in the ass like i wish i would have stayed in public school and my grandma god she is stressing me out so much like she just always brings school up and all this bull shit and it ( Read more... )

ok so today i woke up at 7 and got ready for work and then i went to work and worked and um then i went to my babies (becca)house and showed her my new cd player and kissed her and omg she looked so fucking hot tonight well i think she look s hot every night but today omg i dono and im glad i got to see her im picking her up tomarrow after school ( Read more... )

its sunday i hate sundays so much they suck ass really so i was at jakes house last night and pretty much all day chillin friday me and him and our g friends hung out that was pimp but then me and becca got into a fight over something really stupid w/e thats over though then we wnet on the boat the next day it was cool this weekend could have went ( Read more... )

AND I NEED TO FUCKING HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS ESPICALLY MARIO IVE BEEN SO BUSY ILL MAKE THE TIME THOUGH REALLY SOON

i dont know what im gonna do when becca goes away for 2 weeks im barly makin it now and we havent seen each other for 3 days wow its gonna be tough i wana kiss her really bad but i wont be able to see her tomarrow god i hate this shit i hope she does well on this ap bull shit she deserves a good score espically studying this much i dont know what ( Read more... )

forget that last entry that i put

ok so um my day consisted of working which sucks but ill get over it im putting in these stabilizing brackets and it is such a pain and then i went home and took a shower and met up with becca and alicia and kelsey and they have to study for this ap exam hope they do okay on it i think i love becca im almoast sure of it i mean i care for her ALOT ( Read more... )