dear this weekend ( Read more... )

some quotes from today ( Read more... )

your words hit like a train and i can't ignore it
this moment could be our last
you've fallen in love and i'm running after
you move way too fast

don't slow down.

and don't let go. hold me closer now in case i fall.

i remember when that was me.

and it hurt.

i was scared and alone.

and i'm sorry that you have to go through that. but know that it will only make you stronger, and if you don't want to be strong all of the time, know that you can break down with me. because i've been there. and i always will be there.

because i'll probably need you too.

you think you know, but you have no idea.

and don't talk to me about God. because if he IS out there, then i really don't have anything nice to say to him right now anyway.

don't worry. i'll put on a happy face.
I heard it helps to hide the pain. and i know you "hate to see me sad"

for the millionth time i am left hurt and confused.

will i wake to find you by my bedside?
will i wake to find you by my side?

and i don't know what would help me more;
accepting the fact that i can move on
or upsetting myself to prove that i can feel?

So... i was looking for my rollerskates, and while doing so, i discovered a video camera from 1998. wow. *gasp*

i don't know if it works, or how to work it, and i think that one piece is broken, but it might not be important..

anyway.... i'm going to beg my g-mother for it. how cool?

Dear Copeland,

I think that i love you.

the end.

today i spent the whole day with people that mean a whole lot to me ( Read more... )

I would have put this in a diary, but i never seem to have one when i need it. and i type faster than i write.

today i did something that i haven't done in a long time. i got on my scooter and rode up and down the streets at my grandmother's house. it brought back a thousand memories of what used to be and how things have changed so dramatically ( Read more... )